01/04/2026
As I close out another year and enter year four of doula work, I’m holding a lot of mixed emotions. This year was both the most challenging and the most rewarding. I supported a record number of clients through births and postpartum care, taught a series of childbirth classes with I am incredibly proud of, and met my revenue goals.
At the same time, this year asked me to sit with some hard truths. How difficult it can be to work within systems. How messy, frustrating, and unfair birthwork can be. I understand more clearly now why burnout for doulas often happens around year five. The more people I supported, the more I felt like I wasn’t doing enough. I felt this way as an social worker/educator, too. There were moments when I truly questioned whether I was cut out for this work. Ya girl is tired.
However, when you’re called to something, it’s almost impossible to walk away from that call (listen, I’ve tried 😭). What remains certain as I reflect is this: despite the roadblocks and heavy moments, I am really good at holding space for people. I am really good at meeting folks where they are. I know how to help people make sense of complicated systems and information so they can make informed decisions that honor their voice and autonomy. I am really good at walking alongside someone and make sure they are lifted. I am a fierce advocate. And maybe that is enough.
As I go into 2026, I am deeply grateful for my clients, students, friends, and family who believe in my work, especially when the doubt feels loud and heavy. While there were many tough moments this year, many of which where I truly had to leave my ego at the door😅, there were so many moments of joy too.
This practice has been a slow build, but it’s one I’m incredibly proud of. It’s rooted in sustainability, community, and intention. As I step into the next year, I will continue to walk this path, feeling honored that I even had the choice. Thanks for being here yall🥹👉🏿👈🏿