11/09/2022
Hey friends! It's been a while since I've posted but I wanted to share with you something I have realized through some challenges I've been facing in my life as of late.
After suffering a stroke and being paralyzed at a very young age, I obviously had to work through some very intense emotions. My recovery was long and grueling. Needless to say, it was a very traumatizing experience.
I worked through those emotions and fought hard in my recovery. I then went on to write and publish a book about my fight and become a public speaker to help others overcome challenges in their lives. When I speak about my trauma, I speak as though that door has closed and I am "fully past" that terrible experience.
However, recently, I have been presented with new challenges. I am about to have major surgery on my foot and my dear husband is facing a potentially serious health condition. I was taken by surprise when I started having all these emotions. It really took me by surprise!
It made me realize that even though we work through emotions and trauma in our lives, those emotions never fully go away. We may feel them less often but they can still come to the surface.
Think of the loss of a loved one. You initially experience such grief and sadness but over time you feel those less and less. Then years later, you see a picture of them or hear their voice and all those emotions come flooding back. This is what I experiencing right now in my life.
BUT I will get through this too. It isn't going to be easy but it is doable. I will take things one day at a time and trust in God. I will give myself space to feel these emotions for what they are but I will not allow them to overcome me. I will be HEADSTRONG!