24/07/2021
I’ve wiped out 90% of my anxiety.
The other day I was sitting on the couch, and thought “oh my god, I haven’t felt highly anxious in months.”
Yes, I still get nervous jitters and butterflies, but that simmering anxiety that lived with me for so long, the heavy anxiety that wants to rule the roost, has dissipated.
So I asked myself Why? What has shifted?
And I realized this.
I am living in a place that feeds my soul.
I have identified specific values to root into, and make decisions and boundaries based on these.
I am regularly seeing people who make me laugh, take me on adventures, and fill my cup.
I invested in therapy in 2018, 2019, and 2020 (which could be a book and 23 other posts).
I did reiki and ayahuasca in 2020, and released major energetic knots that were blocking my ability to expand.
I get on my mat first thing every morning, spending at least 20 minutes to find my breath and security.
I don’t drink coffee anymore.
I feel connected with my mother, father, and brother, even though living 3,000 miles away.
I have one day each week for me. To find space, to explore, to catch up on life, to do whatever I need to do.
I created a work schedule that’s balanced, while treating children that light me up.
— It isn’t easy to walk through the muck of life to get to this place, but it’s possible. I realize that the investment and work I’ve done over the past 4 years have been building blocks to get me to this point.
So I ask you - what is 1 thing that’s stirring up high anxiety for you? Comment below, or take time and think on this. Now, what’s 1 thing you want to do to help release that?