11/04/2025
Patient Perspectives: Megan’s Story
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“In the summer of 2021, I finally decided that it was time to make some major changes in my life.
I had known for several years that I needed to lose weight, but never cared enough to make it a priority.
It was always just something that I knew I should do because I knew I was overweight, but it also didn't really affect my life- or so I thought.
I didn't make weight loss or working out a serious priority.
It wasn't until it really started affecting how I felt physically on an almost daily basis that I knew I needed to try.
I went to the doctor and told him that I just don't feel good, but that I didn’t know why.
I was getting headaches, I was tired all of the time, regularly had an upset stomach, and felt overall blah: I had no mental or physical energy.
He did a physical and blood work, and it came to my attention that I was borderline diabetic, borderline high blood pressure, and borderline high cholesterol.
He looked me in the eye and said that he thought it all came back to my weight.
He said that he could run more tests or check for sleep apnea, but that he truly thought it was directly related to my diet and weight.
He recommended that I see a Nutritionist, but it still took me 4 or 5 more months before I finally convinced myself to reach out for help.
I was afraid of failing, that it wouldn't work for me, or that I would give up because it was too hard.
I didn’t think that it was possible to reach a healthy weight or change my habits, but at that point, I figured that learning something would be better than doing nothing, which is what I had done for too many years. But then I surprised myself, and I have accomplished more than I ever thought I would or could.
In that way, it makes sense that not giving up is also the thing that I’m most proud of.
I’m proud that I didn't "check out" or quit because it was too hard or too much change, which is what I've done with other programs in the past.
Physically, I’m proud that I have consistently worked out 2-3 times a week, which I started doing around the same time that I started MM. I believe that exercise has made me more confident and happy with my appearance.
Getting the weight off and being more physically active has also allowed me to be more active with my family. I actually enjoy doing physically active things like going on hikes now.
We had an amazing vacation hiking several miles, three days in a row in Utah. I pushed myself to my physical limits that trip.
My sons and my husband commented that week that I was different: I was happier, more energetic, stronger, and more confident in my abilities than they had ever seen. That was when I really began to see how far I had come, beyond just what the scale showed.
Being accountable to someone other than myself has been crucial in my process of change. The accountability has kept me honest and more conscious of what I was eating, especially earlier on in the process when making healthier choices didn’t feel natural to me.
Morgan is very good at being direct and challenging me to think deeper, but in a supportive and non-judgemental way.
I appreciate that she’s challenged me to stay engaged, and her feedback during our check-ins and one on ones has helped me feel more comfortable being honest about my actions and decisions.
My relationship with food has become much more intentional. I recognize now that I used food as an emotional and social crutch.I would oftentimes just eat something because it sounded good, without even considering if I was hungry, or considering how I would feel about it afterwards.
I'd often eat "comfort food" because I thought it would make me feel better, or because I felt that I deserved it.
I'm recognizing more now that ultimately those foods actually make me feel worse physically, and that they don’t bring any resolution for the reasons I’m emotionally eating to begin with.
This is something that I still struggle with, but now I recognize it more when it is happening, and I have learned some tools to help overcome those moments.
Even if I am not doing things 100% right all of the time, I'm still working to create positive change, and I’m still making progress towards my goals.
Before MM, self care was an afterthought, maybe a massage or a manicure on occasion.
Now, self care has become so much more: it’s about what I am doing to better myself from the inside out.
As a mom and wife, I think we tend to put ourselves last. We spend a lot of time catering to what makes other people happy, even if it is not what we want or what is actually good for them. I'm learning it's ok to put myself first.
MM is not a diet. It’s a chance to learn tools and practice habits that can lead to lifelong changes and a healthier life.
I appreciate that Morgan has been there to support me through it, helping me deal with the uncomfortable aspects of change nonjudgmentally.
This process has been an empowering one for me.
Growth happens when you move through this process honestly, taking ownership in and learning from the choices that you make along the way. This is my journey, and what I ultimately get out of it is up to me.”
-Megan McFarlane