01/16/2026
I used to be terrified to eat more than 1,200 calories.
Terrified that one extra bite would undo everything.
Terrified that rest meant laziness.
Terrified that slowing down meant losing control.
So I did what so many women do.
I worked harder.
I trained 2–3 times a day, 6 days a week.
Lifted 5–6 days a week.
Did bootcamp cardio 5–6 days a week.
Trained clients all day.
Waited tables all night.
From the outside, it looked like discipline.
From the inside, my body was screaming.
My energy disappeared.
My hormones downshifted.
My metabolism slowed to survive.
And still, I told myself:
“Just push harder.”
But here’s what no one tells you:
Your body doesn’t shut down because you’re weak.
It shuts down because it’s trying to keep you alive.
I wasn’t broken.
I was under-fueled and over-stressed.
Learning about metabolic restoration changed everything — not because it gave me a new rule to follow, but because it gave me permission to stop fighting my body.
To eat more.
To rest.
To recover.
To feel safe again.
And when my body finally felt supported?
My energy came back.
My hunger normalized.
My workouts improved.
My mind quieted.
Fat loss didn’t come from forcing it.
It came from healing first.
If you’re doing everything right but still feel exhausted, inflamed, stuck, or frustrated…
Maybe your body doesn’t need more discipline.
Maybe it needs restoration.
And if this hit a little too close to home — you’re not alone.