28/08/2025
Sunday was the one-year anniversary of the day my father outgrew his body.
I didn’t know how I would feel on that day so I stayed open for whatever was going to come up for me.
I decided to approach the day and listen, and each moment to my heart, and follow what felt good to do.
In some moments I felt like creating art which lead to a beautiful new line of affirmation and spirit message cards - I rested, cleaned the crystals I found, meditated & I even danced around and celebrated with gratitude for this life that I was given ✨ Thank You Dad 🙏
I had moments of feeling sad and allowing those feelings to come through. But I was really surprised at how steady and calm I felt on that day. Izadora reminded me that I have really allowed myself to feel the grief and worked through what has come up since his passing. I am grateful for this - it has not been an easy journey- I have gone into the some of the darkest spaces within myself over this last year. It felt scary. Tia & Izadora have helped me when these spaces were really challenging. I also feel like my father helped me go deeper into myself to heal things I didn’t realize were there.
In this past year and especially this past month, I have been reflecting on all the ways that I appreciated my father in my life and how he showed up for me. I remembered the different things he said to me in times that were most challenging. When I made big changes and decided to break cycles - he always supported me and showed me unconditional love. I realize now that he too had to break his own cycles that he navigated in his life. He knew the courage that it took to be that person to stand up and make a change. He let me know that no matter what I chose in my life, he was here and that he loved me to matter what. ❤️