11/01/2025
Happy November. Two more months left in 2025. I can't believe how fast this year has gone by. Its been such a great year full of so many changes. But those changes have also brought a strange sadness I didn’t expect.
2 of my kids have moved out. That was hard. My husband got a new career and is gone a lot. Which isn't good because God I miss him. But its good for our future. I talk to him twice a day, but its just different. I'm also responsible for keeping so many things going, duties we shared before...its just kind of hard. And I miss my kids. I'm thankful I still have 1 at home. We are turning the extra room into a guest/excerise room.
So, because those changes werent enough, at the end of the year, I'll be lowering a portion of my job duties. So I'll have more time to do things at home. This one has been really hard to make right in my heart. I'll miss most of the people I work with, but not the games and politics. I really struggle with office games.
October brought the struggle bus for me. Just the blahs. I didn’t eat very good for most of the month. I had so much going on and didn’t have the time I really needed to just cook good food. I also went through a funk of adjusting to all the newness of things in my life. Cravings were really bad. And for some reason I don't know how to tell myself no and make myself to listen.
BUT
I only fail when I stop trying. So I'll keep trying and keep putting one foot in front of the other.
