09/01/2021
Mom there isn't a day that doesn't go by that I don't think about you lately she is crazy I almost died again because of covid now they got me on some oxygen machine right just like grandmas Meg has unlimited oxygen saying something about acute respiratory failure probably because of the blood clots in my lungs now I get why you never like to ask for help I guess when you get older things start making more sense and I hate it but I am really a lot like my mom where are you come down and see me somehow send me a little signal shooting star something I need my mom I'm really scared and I feel really really old on oxygen by the way Mom thanks I love you Mom and I can't wait for your memorial it's going to be beautiful
