07/20/2020
I’ve been stuck in a feeling of limbo.
Of “not yet”, and “when X happens, and I get this result I can finally...” insert all of the ways I think my life will change when I’ve “made it”. Like I can be happier when my reflection matches how I see myself in my head.
I’ve struggled mentally more in the last 4 months of this year than I have in a while. Not necessarily because I have met a goal, but more because I’ve fallen into old habits. These months have been full of moments that were incredibly challenging, but also some so full of joy I have no words to explain. My goals went to the wayside and I navigated moving alone and the excitement of Travis coming home but as we’ve transitioned into normal life, I’ve found myself struggling to show up and really struggling to get excited about anything.
The moment I did the demo of this new program at the end of June, I finally found something to get really excited about. Something I knew I wanted to go all in with.
I haven’t been dedicated to my nutrition since I completed a three week nutritional reset In January and I’ve realized over the last month or so how much it’s truly impacted my whole life, and I’m in need of a change similar to the change others tell me they need in their life.
Tomorrow morning marks day one of the next three weeks which are going to be of pure dedication to my journey, and my excitement is immeasurable. No matter what the esthetic outcome may be, I’m chasing a FEELING more than anything.
You can watch me babe, or join me. But know that you are beyond capable of your wildest dreams as soon as you decide to commit, and having a group of women committed to their journey with you makes it all the more sweet. So let’s link arms and do this thing! @ Las Vegas, Nevada