22/11/2022
There is no letting go of grief. Just befriending. Welcoming in the life long friend that you never asked for. Like Peter Pans shadow, always there. Sewn in your being. It will walk beside you until the end of your time. Some days you stand tall, and the shadow is merely non existent. Other days every step you take this immense force is there..larger than your self. I share these thoughts/feelings because grief is so deeply lonely at times, unfortunately it is a part of life. Maybe me excavating my own grief will allow me to sit with others when they experience grief, to hold space for them, and for myself. Tell the people you love that you love them. Everyday. Talk about the people that have gone on and share their love. Life is hard, but it’s worth living with love in it 💕
November 22nd 2015, 7 years… I love you forever momma 🕊️🤍