13/10/2025
I used to have such a strong need for control. It was a survival response to manage chaos. Over time, I’ve learned to trust and surrender.
That trust piece is still scary af at times - because I want to be in control, and be in charge of the outcome. But when I release control, I am often surprised things work out better than expected.
I often feel like I’m straddling the line between brave and reckless. After all, who quits a steady job, as a single mom of 3 kids, to pursue a dream she only recently began imagining?
Deep down (I mean really deep down), I think I actually believed in myself more than I thought. And, I also had this knowing that I was being divinely guided and protected. So I kept going, asking myself what is your worst case scenario here? And usually it was something I could accept, not like, but accept.
As a soloprenuer, I am hustling daily. So having a few days to just turn off my brain and literally be the most type c person ever was glorious!
But I’m ready to be back🙏🏻 Austin you’re a babe. I’ll be back. Preferably with a companion so I can properly eat my way through the city 🤤
Day 2& 3 pic roundup: music, eating, drinking, shopping, swimming, and biking