Debbie's Bariatric Road To A Better Self

05/14/2023

guilty...

05/14/2023

Little dude the "BUMBLE BEE" hung with us for about 25 miles. I was impressed.

05/14/2023

Jeff took me on a "ride" today and we went to Youngs Jersey Dairy to see the animals.

11/26/2022

11/26/2022

09/04/2022

09/04/2022

01/09/2020

Daily stats as follows:
Attitude.... Positive
Weight...... 126/287 (8/28/18) highest 304
Pulse......... 78
I know it's been a month since I've posted. I am so sorry. I've been super busy at work and dealing with some slight depression. Not something I wanted a lot of people to know but it's real and it happens. God is with me, guiding my footsteps and that's the ONLY reason I'm getting through this. I'm feeling stress from Jeff being jobless due to the trade wars. Working all the overtime I can. Unemployment is messing with him. Said they have sent 5 of his checks, well they seem to be hung up somewhere other than our mailbox. I've suffered from medical issues due to stress. Weight gain (I did a stomach reset), migraines, no sleep, bowel problems..... Whew! I'm dealing with it though nd making progress. Sorry to share some of this but it's part of my journey. Love y'all, have a blessed day

12/03/2019

Good afternoon everyone. Daily stats as follows :
Attitude....... Positive
Weight......... 129/287 (8/28/18) highest 304
Pulse............ 95
Working hard as usual. I weighed myself this morning and actually am heavier than yesterday. 🤔🤔🤔🤔. I don't eat much but I DID eat when I got home from work at 2am. Hopefully that is the reason the scale went the WRONG direction. I'm realy tired these days but again I attribute that to the fact I'm so busy, well, and still a bit down in the dumps. My mind races 100 miles an hour. Getting ready for work so I will check in with y'all later. Have a blessed day.

12/02/2019

Good afternoon everyone! Daily stats as follows:
Attitude... Blessed
Weight..... 128/287 (8/28/18) highest 304
Pulse........85
Sorry I haven't posted in a while, I've been busy and well, sort of depressed. I'm doing better mentally but still very busy. Can't seem to get it all done.
Part of my mind issues is the extra skin, saggy skin. It makes me look like ET when I get out of the shower. I'm having a self confidence problem. I look ok when im dressed, just not in shorts and sleeveless shirts anymore. I can't seem to find the time to get to the gym although I pay my membership every month... I need a work-out buddy. I need someone to help me hold myself accountable. For so many years I heard how fat I was and that I needed to lose weight. Now that I'm at a healthy weight all I hear is that I'm too skinny... 🤔🤔🤔🤔. Somebody please make up my mind. The depression, although still mild is causing me to be tired and indifferent. I HAVE to get out of this funk!
I always decorated my granwork.. hers home for Christmas and when she passed I decorated my home in tribute to her. Jeff won't get the decorations down from the attic. We are going on 4 years no decorating. This doesn't help my mood. I'm going to attempt to get the decorations down this coming Saturday. Hopefully it brightens my attitude.
I'm going to try to be on here again every-day. I've missed posting for y'all.
Today so far I've made all the beds, played outside with the dogs, made Jeff pancakes and bacon, took food to the shut in neighbors, did 2 loads of laundry, did 3 loads of dishes, watered inside plants, fed fish, getting ready for a 10 hour shift at work.
Sorry for the rant but I needed to get it off my chest. Thank y'all for being in my corner.
LOVE AND BLESSINGS