25/05/2022
Day 6 of giving my daughter who has autism cbd to relieve her anxiety/self-hitting/aggression. (I took these notes over a week ago. I planned to do this in real time but I’ve fallen behind on posting my notes. Spoiler alert: she’s actually doing a LOT better today then how she was when I wrote this. It’s cool to see how much she has progressed in such a short span of time. It’s a huge difference from how she was a couple weeks ago in comparison to how she is now. I am grateful for her speedy progress! It’s working!
7:30am 1st dose 8mg
Woke up banging a little & agitated.
9am
She fell back asleep until now. Breakfast: peanut butter, banana, flax, organic honey, vegan choco chips, oats & vanilla oat milk smoothie bowl w/ crushed chex on top.
10:30am 2nd dose 8mg
Frustration, banging, shouting before this dose.
11:15am
Aggression. Caught her watching the shows that give her negative feelings/thoughts. She got aggressive w/ me so I took her phone & put the timer on it for when she can have it back.
12pm
She’s been whining/crying/being aggressive for the last 45mins because I took her phone.
Lunch: Mixed rice w/ lentils, mixed veggies, garlic, pink Himalayan salt & turmeric.
3pm 3rd dose 8mg
5:21pm
Today has been a rough day. Lots of meltdowns from me taking her phone away. I gave her the phone back about an hour after she was done her lunch.
5:30pm
Dinner: she liked the veggie rice we had for lunch so she wanted it again. She’s calm right now. Light face smacking.
6pm
There’s company over upstairs & there’s lots of talking/laughing so she was getting agitated. (Thinking of getting her earplugs to see if that helps. She has noise cancelling headphones but she won’t wear them.)
6:50pm
Happy sounds. She’s been pretty good for the last bit. Light face smacking. She actually hasn’t been doing the face smacking as much today. Still trying to bang her head though. Banging on the wall is a bit harder to do now (I moved the furniture).
8pm 4th dose 20mg (testing out this bedtime dose)
9pm
Happy sounds. She’s calm.