28/12/2024
The slow, syrupy end of the year days are filled with such an extreme mish mash of emotions for me.
I am a New Year’s Eve baby.
Having a birthday on the biggest global party of the year comes with all sorts of strange remnants of life lived and birthdays of the past.
Did you know people have been resentful and frustrated with me simply for being born on New Years Eve? I was told a few times that my bday was inconvenient for them LOL!
sorry?
Being a Capricorn with sag rising and aqua moon means I’m not everyone’s cup of tea. Very much so —-sometimes a person will give me specific outlines why I’m not their cup of tea in. LOL!
Thanks?
Here’s some things they didn’t know or notice about me:
I am an overflowing cup
When I am not an overflowing cup I am a warm woolen blanket.
I am a wish maker
When I am not making wishes I am granting them.
How I do this is in the many tiny cracks where I let that light in.
I am the ocean that holds all the tears, all the love, all the salty sweaty droplets of life.
When I am not the ocean I am a dry cedar scented forest floor. Ferns remain tightly curled and the earth is dust. I keep pushing the growth and seeking the droplets.
My birthday is December 31st. It comes with a week of tsunami sized grief, AND that grief tsunami clears the debris, the mess, the chaos so water flows, love flows, gratitude flows, magic flows, abundance flows, the ease flows
This year I am celebrating me in a different way. I will be writing my book, I will be practicing my art and magic, I will be leaning into the continued risk taking I make to invite people IN. Because I am an altar.
And altars are everywhere
Sending love and Art always. ✨