05/10/2025
Gifts and Challenges🐲
Every person is designed in their own unique way. One key feature in my design is that my perception always tuned for deeper meanings.
⠀
My Incarnation Cross of Maya (in HD this reflects the main life theme) is all about “clarity of essence,” “seeing the deeper truth,” and “preservation of truth.”
⠀
✨ When I look at a person, a situation, or a system, I in a way sense their original structure — the way it was meant to be from the beginning (or in the future). A kind of blueprint and potential.
⠀
The ability to perceive the world on an authentic, archetypal layer is the foundation of my work with people. But it also has a DARK SIDE.
⠀
💔 Dark Side #1
It’s often hard for me to interact with what is right now. To accept that someone chooses to “sleep” — to not be themselves even if they’ve already seen and know their truth - and yet choosing to postpone or betray it — it blows me up inside and shuts me off from connection.
⠀
Yes, sometimes it’s not the right time, or not enough energy, or more lessons are needed. Even in this there is meaning. But still — it’s my huge trigger, the place where my ego resists surrender. I’m just learning to accept such choices in others. It’s not their fault — it’s my limitation.
⠀
🌿 Bright Side
Seeing the blueprint brings incredible results in work. When I look at a person through the lens of their original structure, they begin to realign with their authenticity, as if a memory of who they truly are switches on.
⠀
It’s not about convincing or inspiring. It’s about a field where a person connects with parts of themselves that may never have been reflected in this world before.
⠀
💔 Dark Side #2
The same gift creates challenges in personal relationships, where it’s more important to stay with what is here and now.
In work I hold space for authenticity. In personal life I have to learn not to withdraw when reality feels stuck or moving away from the “authentic direction” I can’t not see.
⠀
Seeing truth and potential is valuable, but control & responsibility steals the real joy of receiving the NOW.
⠀
💭 Question for you:
What is the hardest thing for you to accept in other people or reality or maybe yourself?