01/21/2026
New Post on the Second Spring Chronicle:
"Jet lag got me good this time.
Twelve hours is about the hardest adjustment a body can make. When it’s midnight in Columbus, Ohio, it’s noon in Bangkok, Thailand. That’s not sleep time - that’s lunch time!
Last week, there were many nights when I watched the clock turn from 12am to 1am to 2am. There were many days that started at those hours, because the more I wanted to drift back to sleep, the further away slumber felt. Eventually, I’d give up and just get up.
Forcing my body to do something completely out of sync with its internal rhythm took an enormous amount of effort. The more I forced, the more frustrated I became. The more frustrated I became, the less my body cooperated. That vicious loop of expectation (I’m supposed to be sleeping!), willpower (I have to make this happen!), defeat (no sleep!), and disappointment (I failed!) literally kept me awake.
My mind did not trust my body.
I was rushing, mandating, and should-ing a process that requires grace and surrender—not demand and judgment.
It was like ordering ice to melt at 33 degrees.
It was like demanding a child potty-train on a specific date.
It was like expecting a heartbreak to heal overnight.
In Chinese medicine, this is what we call Zhi Out of Balance."
Read the rest here, plus an update on the Chinese New Year Vision Quest:
https://kityoon.substack.com/p/its-not-about-sleep