10/10/2021
Last week was a long week.
I have not been that tired in a very long time. Claire was sick and home all week. I was having trouble sleeping because I was worried about her. Then she was going to miss IOWA testing...just running around doing Mom things making sure we had the medicine and the tissues and the food and all the things...
Work has been much better lately, but so many worlds collided this week with meetings, presentation, helping out... all these things...
I was so tired...I just couldn't...I just rested...my body, my mind, my soul just made me sleep in, go to bed early and just...crash. I was OK with that.
I have been doing a lot of personal development the last 10 weeks and really diving into who I am, what I want and where I want to go. As we get older we ignore our dreams and passions sometimes because frankly...life gets in the way. I just keep thinking about things I want to do and I don't want to let stuff pass me by anymore. I am working on my personal training and nutrition certifications, and looking to add in counseling and coaching.
I have been reading some amazing books, been fortunate enough to be in an awesome coaching program with Dave Hollis, and just been really starting to pay more attention to things that make me light up.
I just woke up today and knew what needed to be done. All the things I have been doing in pieces...half assing... none of that anymore. I deserve better for me. I show up for everyone in my life, more than I should sometimes in some cases....but never for me, and that's not OK.
I started thinking about how much more successful I will be if I make this change altogether...just this is what we're doing now. 5-4-3-2-1 Go!
I have an awesome morning routine planned out for myself, which I never have had because I could never force myself out of bed to enjoy my morning. I can actually start my day out the way I want.
I have my two workout programs starting at the same time, aligned to not over train. Both provide me what I need and have helped me both through times in my life where I needed these programs.
I am working more on my nutrition to make me healthier and happier. This is where most of my plan typically falls apart. I can show up for my workouts all day...every day. Food can backfire in a hurry...so I am going to work harder on that.
I am continuing to read and expand my knowledge. This has become a really enjoyable part of my day. I read every single day and find myself looking forward to it.
I am continuing to work on my meditation to help me. It has helped me so much...if you haven't tried it, do because it has been such a wonderful part of my life to help with stress, quieting my mind and letting me just find some mental peace.
Bottom line...things only happen when you are willing to put the work in. You have to want it...no one else can want it for you. And your dreams and goals might not be right for others, so don't let anyone make decisions for you about your life...it's yours and yours alone.
My ask for you tomorrow is do something you have been wanting to do...no matter how small...and follow through with it. Maybe it's drinking more water, looking into that course online, whatever it is...do it because tomorrow will come and go whether you do anything with it or not...
So do something to make yourself happy or proud❤