31/03/2018
Some say that every level or standard has its obstacles... I say true, Even if you have upgraded your standard that doesn't mean you won't find it hard to cope.
You will sometimes feel like you have downgraded your levels but not.
I repeat, every standard has its difficult and obstacles to block your way up...
Me myself, I find it difficult to define the stage that I'm in coz I thought I've reached the joyful stage but I witness pain
Even if I can struggle more than this, I won't retreat or surrender...
We're playing something like a game where you can find the 'game over' when you have surrendered
I refer my standard as my purpose of self confidence
I find that self confidence can sometimes be tricky & can drag you down led by some people with bad attitude
Some may say you're way to much of yourself & that makes you feel highly of yourself...
That's disappointing to hear that especially from a person you confide in or some from your siblings
Then you lose that self confidence, you also downgrade your standard. You tend to hate yourself, asking yourself questions... I also think that when you're in this situation you lack from many things...
Some say that money can shape your standard real smooth
Having nice clothes, extreme entertainment too much privileged life... They are the most powerful weapons for good standard & can exceed the limit of standards or levels...
