Human Design self love experiment

02/03/2026

PERSPECTIVE ON SELF PROJECTORS

This is about asubtype of projector with G authority (I ll also write about other subtypes); however, this comes from my own experience as a self-projected projector ;-):

As self-projectors we are indeed one very specific variation of projectors, and one of our qualities is that we are non-tribal, non motorised, never a defined spleen .. but our sense if self, if direction and love , if having thee magnetic monopole in our inner authority and our place of identity where the driver of the vehicle sits is what we have got to be truly ourselves - never overruled by any other authority, guiding us in the way we move through the world.
However, then there is the differentiation amongst us - What we transmit is either individual - empowering others simply by being ourselves and following our own path - or collective, sharing past experiences and/or visions that reveal patterns for the future.
And of course there is still a lot of differentiation even within that. Some self-projectors have mental definition split off, some don’t.
Also Profiles also make a difference. Right-angle and left-angle profiles bring very different orientations. Some of us 5/1s and 5/2 s naturally universalize and look out from their upper storey seeing all the others, or time model from the roof (or in whichever please of their 6th line process they are) while others - right angles are much more involved in their own personal process from 1/3 and 1/4 investigators (also different designs if you at 3rd or 4th lines, or the 2nd line naturals, networking or receiving projections and the 3/5s and 3/6 s and if course the special case if the 4/6s And there are also juxtaposition profiles, the 4/1.
Then there are our variables, the substructure, everything below the line. So in that sense we really cannot generalize too much.
Plus we are starting to live our diverse incarnation crosses- our life purpose- out along the way when we are becoming ourselves - o am in the Left Cross if Heaking (through love) and ohh, did I have different ideas about what that was, when o fits heard about it - now three 7 year cycles later it is still unfolding but in a way more relaxed way than I could imagine
And in the other hand: there is something many self-projectors seem to share, in any case- A kind of inner radar. A movement along our own magnetic lines through the world. Ra once compared us to hummingbirds and I always felt that image fits quite well.
When I met Ra in 2004 in Ibiza, he actually saw my bodygraph before he met me. My partner then, a friend of Ra, showed it to him asking what to do with this puzzling projector - after I had just had a reading with Christoph Rabanus, one if the first wave students - my emo MG partner Daniel asking about me- this projector with no motor, who was exhausted and deeply bitter and insecure after a failed frat marriage, living with my then 6 year old emo MG son alone in Ibiza
And Ra apparently said something like “wow, that G is amazing.”
He then invited that bodygraph - before he met me in person - to help with Jovian Archive customer service for a while, thought o could communicate well with people and then invited me into human design education, as this is what he thought such deeply conditioned projectors without a motor need especially. .
I was very shy and insecure at the time and had a rather unsettled history, but I did feel seen by him.
Back then his focus was not really on projectors yet. His mission was very much about bringing the knowledge out into the world and reaching generators. That changed a bit later, as he became more disillusioned worth the sacral a who just didn t “get it” to simply respond as he thought they would
What I learned over the years with my special design (and I am a trans personal, 5/1, split version of a G projector - is that when i let go of expectations or judgments about outcomes, something beautiful can happen. The G center just shines naturally in a group of people and becomes very attractive. It doesn’t mean we have to deliver anything. Even I say that as a 5/1. When something is correct, it comes with joy and ease and “deliverance” just emerges without effort (until the mind kicks in again and expects a certain outcome )
On the other hand - Being a self-projector also means vulnerability. Our authority is the G, our sense of self. So criticism can hit deeply because it touches who we are. Especially if life has been rough early on. Sometimes it simply takes time, kindness, and a lot of deconditioning.
But when that happens, this very unique subtype of projector can shine very brightly - I hoe everyone in here has experienced that at least from time to time? Depending in who is around us and hot which extent we can allow ourselves to be true to who we are?
We are like the light in darker times or environment ts and when the lightbulb is switched in - we shine so very brightly - without it being our “job” to show others their path, while we can naturally just be there for them to orientate and align , to find their own path in their own darker world , which causes natural recognition and a deep sense of well bring ..

However, admittedly, it can be quite a stretch until we are reconditioned and aligned with this higher- self - trajectory and can really trust that we are ok wherever we are, as we always carry our own GPS within us ..

Lots of love to all my fellow self-projectors out there, and of course to everyone in here, energy being or not - as we are here to dance with each other after all, and can only do this correctly when we are living out our own energy and recognize the other in their own differentiated way! 💛

Foto showing Claudia Dülberg´s Bodygraph Mandala Carpet, which I love playing with ⭐️

07/01/2026

HELLO, MY FELLOW COSMIC TRAVELERS ✨

I’m feeling very happy and inspired by my newest Human Design tool for in-person work: this beautiful Bodygraph Mandala Carpet, which arrived already last summer. It was created by Claudia Dülberg, who sends out what I almost want to call magic carpets to those who feel drawn to them. Even simply lying on it has made me feel deeply grounded and good.

As you can see, the carpet includes triangles and squares, as well as large red and black fabric pieces to cut out the centers and channels individually - a step I still look forward to completing.

Because I deeply love family constellation work(and have participated in many dozens of constellations myself), I’m especially excited to invite clients to sit on this carpet and *experience* their own Human Design energetically:
✨ defined centers and channels with their reliable energy
✨ open or undefined centers, where we take in others and meet old conditioning

For this kind of exploration, I need quiet, uninterrupted time - which I don’t always have. Right now, though, the space has opened beautifully: my husband has just left for South Africa, and my son, who lives in Copenhagen for his PhD but is in Vienna for a university project this January, is busy working at the library. So I finally have time again to explore, feel, and play with new material.

I’ll also be introducing another lovely Human Design tool soon: a set of 64 cards = 64gates/hexagrams by Talis Wao. I truly admire Human Design colleagues who create tangible, creative tools and make them available - because working *haptically*, with something we can touch, hold, feel, explore, and play with, adds a whole new dimension beyond screens, words, and charts.

I love playing - and I warmly invite everyone in Vienna or nearby to come and play with me: with cards, with the magic carpet, and with your own unique design. Exploring together is simply more fun 💛✨

07/01/2026

LYD & RAVE ABC – IN VERY SMALL GROUPS - ENGLISH AND GERMAN 📚

I have a small group of people who have been patienly waiting for me to start a new LYD group- a few German speakers, a few English speakers, so I need to devide them in 2 different classes, - which makes the groups even tinier for now 😅.
Well, I actually prefer small groups anyway, as they allow more space for personal interaction and sharing during this experiment.

I want to be honest with you: something that felt quite easy in the past has turned out to be much more challenging throughout 2025.

There have been ongoing issues with my schedule (I was traveling to various Human Design events as a speaker, which was wonderful and at the same time limiting my energy for other projects) , combined with health challenges and, eventually, a surgery in November. Everything went well in the end, but the journey to even get the right diagnosis was a long and exhausting odyssey - months of scans, blood work, and consultations with various doctors.

Ironically, it was only when I chose to pay privately that truly helpful information became available. For me, this has been a very tangible example of the changing background frequency we are living in: old support systems and institutions are no longer as reliable, nor do they consistently offer the best outcomes.

If you are already on my waiting list or decide now that you’d like to join, you’re welcome to communicate this via my email to finalize date and time for a start end of February 2026 💛

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05/01/2026

As the Rave New Year approaches…

Dear fellow travelers, I’m excited to share something special with you. The 3rd International Human Design Festival will take place live in Sofia from January 22–25, 2026, and online from January 30 to February 2, 2026, centred around the advent of the Rave New Year on January 23. As part of the...

14/08/2025

2 very special life events coming up soon

1.final call for the Holistic Human Design Conference in Oslo, Norway, September 17th – 21st, 2025.

17/04/2025

Some Exciting Human Design News

Hello dear all! I hope this message finds you well — and a little curious about what’s unfolding! I’m thrilled to share a glimpse of what will soon be available: two powerful immersion experiences that invite you to reconnect with your true essence and live your unique design with greater clar...

09/02/2025

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Discover the Power of the Projector: Join Us in Brașov, May 2–4, 2025Projectors, this is your moment.In a world buzzing with energy, it can sometimes feel like being a Projector means sitting on the sidelines, waiting for the invitation, wondering where you truly fit. But what if I told you that ...

13/09/2024

hello Wonderful People,

This is a friendly reminder that on Tuesday, 17 September at 17:00 CET, we are excited to welcome you to our free OPEN HOUSE to learn more about Dragon Empowerment—a transformative journey through various aspects of Human Design, spanning six Zoom Lounges.

We’d love for you to join us as we explore the group’s interests and set the tone for the upcoming sessions. During the Open House, we’ll feel into the group’s energy and discuss how the journey will unfold.

For those who have expressed concerns about financial commitments, we’re offering the option to participate in the lounges individually at €40 per session, allowing you to join without any pressure and decide as the journey evolves.

Please note that we’ve set the start time to Central European Time (CET), not GMT as previously announced. Please convert the time to your time zone with any online converter .

And also let us know if you wil join us on Tuesday for us to be prepared for you!
Email thesijagersberg@gmail.com or go to contacts: www.humandesignselflove.com

Zoom link: https://us06web.zoom.us/j/83008648622?pwd=Mmw0SHZlVVNHMHgydlhsU210Z3RSZz09

We’re really looking forward to connecting with you!

Warm regards,
Therese & Franziska

19/04/2024

THE SIGNATURE OF "SUCCESS" FOR PROJECTORS CAN EASILY BE MIXED UP BY THE UNDEFINED/OPEN EGO`S NOT SELF STRATEGY...
+ ARE YOU UNDER THE WEATHER OF THE PRESENT TANSIT?
Ra once said that "The real dilemma with human beings is how difficult it is for us to be able to deal with the power of our minds, the power of self-reflected consciousness. This is something that is really very profound. It's so dense; it makes the maya so dense. It is so incredibly difficult for most human beings to disengage themselves from the power of their minds to run their life. Over and over again, what we all confront on a day-to-day basis in our lives is dealing with the fact that every single one of us has a mind that is very busy trying to tell us what to do, what not to do, constantly, moment-by-moment, breath-by-breath interpreting in one way or another precisely what is going on in the world around us."
Ra Uru Hu
And at the moment the whole world has their heart/ego center activted by the transit (Neptun in gate 25, North node, Mercury and Venus in gate 51)
If the 2 thirds of humanity who has the heart undefined is not aware that initiating with will power is nothing to rely on for long trem commitments and definitely not were they can make decisions that are healthy and sustainable, we will see the contrary of success and for projectors. What we will see when the transit leaves, will be more bitterness, despair, self loathing, blame and shame and exhaustion.
What Ra says about the open/undefined Ego:
"The majority of humanity has an open Ego. Think about what that really means. It tells you so much about the incredible pressure that's in humanity to succeed in one way or another. This huge movement of doing better, being bet-
ter and all of those things come with the undervalued qualities of the open Ego. The open Ego is always trying to prove and improve.
Obviously if you have this open, then actions, whatever actions are going to be decided by the not-self mind are going to be actions that hopefully will try to ensure one's worth. In other words, if it isn't going to bring you improvement, if it isn't going to show others that you're worthy, then you simply don't do it. It's the kind of thing where somebody who likes publicity doesn't do anything of value privately that nobody sees, but needs to do those things in front of people in order to get the attention and get the reaction that they feel the activity is going to bring them."
Ra Uru Hu
So, when we projectors with undefined egos never stop "improving" ourselves as long as we cannot love ourselves just like we are in this very moment with all our imperfections, limitations, errors, pathetic actions and even bitterness - we may stay deeply caught in a pursuit of "success" that proves to the world everything our mind wants us to be perceived for - top dog (or bitch 😉, admired leader, someone who "gets it all done", who can afford a house/yacht/fancy car/you name it whatseover, and gets lots of rewards and promotions on top etc... and still.. we will never feel "good enough", not worthy, will feel like imposters and fear the world will find out..
While when we fully embrace that we have nothing to prove and improve, we can relax with the acceptance of the limitations, the perceived "shortcomings", all the trial and error and there will be fewer futile attempts to deliver what´s expected, reducing the shame when our youthful complexion fades, when we still haven ´t "got "things" that others so effortlessly seem to master, gain or understand..
instead we can have a good laugh at whatever we "blunder" or when we catch ourselves "idling" around, whatever we miss, slip or lose.. and we get closer to true success - that others see us for our seeing of them and what is out there, for our natural intelligence and wisdom about this planet and what true value is - and it comes with the self love, which is not for all the glitter and applause but is tranquil and serene, is content and at ease, recognized for the unique gifts with which we can guide others to their own true self.
People with undefined egos are not here to work hard for their so called success, there is no reliable willpower that can go the extra mile without damaging the physical heart if "the show must go on" at any cost, but it knows when to rest and when others better rest by guiding energy in a very effective way, no energy to waste of life force of the sacral, no goals to achieve, as true value is intrinsic and not dependent on external validation.
Correct invitations can only come our way when there is space for them, when we can shine in our true "non-energy" colors, , when we declutter from the gunk that our false goals and ambitions have filled us up with, interfering with our aura. This can mean also letting go of people who only validate us when we prove over and over that we are good enough by doing what everyone else expects of us. And if we identify with this defined ego of the neutrino "weather" right now, the lack of this energy will be felt painfully when the planets move to the next gate and we realize it was not ours in the first place. Which doesn t mean we cannot use the transit for short time goals like finishing the tax return and handing it in or clearing our desktop from all the accumulted useless files but that is it thenn also more or less 😅
Let´s just love ourselves 💛
LIFE IS SO BEAUTIFUL WHEN WE LET GO OF FIXED MENTAL CONCEPTS OF WHAT TO ACHIEVE AND HOW TO BE PERCEIVED.

22/02/2024

BASE AND FRACTAL LINES

It’s called your base. And the whole thing about understanding a base is that a base is the ultimate filter. In other words, of the five facets of your Personality Crystal, only one facet is processing the neutrino stream. So, think about the fact that if you think about these crystals as five-faceted, and you take... (let’s just be simple if we can. It’s a difficult thing to imagine). Let’s take all of the Personality Crystals here in the room. And let’s take all of the Personality Crystals, and like a three-dimensional puzzle, let’s try to put them back into what they were as a whole. In other words, if we could do an incredible slow-motion imaging, of what happened when the crystal shattered, what we would see is the whole breaking up...
First Generation Fractal
As it’s shattering into its zillions of components, you have to see that there’s a crystal over here, and there’s a crystal beside it, and that’s the fracture line. Now these two have a fractal to each other, what I call ‘first generation fractal’. In other words, you have a direct relationship to each other. So for example... And it happens in our lifetimes, eh? It’s more likely to be conscious in the sense of the Transpersonal Personality than for the right angle Personality, but nonetheless, these things happen.
Second Generation Fractal
So for example, your particular Personality Crystal, you meet somebody whose Personality Crystal sat next to you. So when that fracture happened, and you end up in different life forms, there is still this line between the two of you. It’s always going to be there. But more than that, you had somebody over here. Now I’m being very simple, obviously, in this structuring, but you have to see that there’s somebody else on the other side of the fractal. And there’s somebody else on the other side of the other person’s fractal.
So for example, that person that’s next to you, the person that’s next to them, ‘second generation fractal’. You know, I call them my grandchildren. These are the ones I meet the most, by the way, from my mystical 5/1 process. You know, what I can share with you is that it’s very easy for me to recognize up to 10 generations of my fractal. I can feel it. I can feel it. Now every single one of you knows that in a certain way. As you get older, there’s always a time in your life when you meet somebody younger than you that seems like you. I don’t know adults who have never had that experience. It’s always there. Something that reminds you of, something that gives you a feel of... You know, these are fractal lines.

13/02/2024

the actual transit gives me 2 tribal emotional definitions and I watch myself being very nice to my family as anon tribal individual and collective projector - I have gate 40 (gate of alonneness, of sexual denial, weak ego, recuperation etc) in my undefined ego hanging and there comes a transit of sweet gate 37 (love, family, the mother, the father, design of cuddling, sexual affection etc..) and I am sooo sweet and compliant 😅 Of course, I still have my G center for decision amking but ain´t it sweet to sometimes snack abit of the honey cake... my tribal emotional manigfestor husband is enchanted 😁💛🥰