16/09/2025
The Healing space is flowing.
I had felt a huge step backwards in my being over the last few years.
I had got my health in such great shape. I felt invincible. I was centred and grounded, present.
Then slowly, I felt my fall from grace.
The thing is that I worked my arse off to heal the first time, so this has been a little easier in that I had the knowledge, the knowing and understanding. None of that went anywhere.
This time I had skills, and healing therapies behind me and I just knew what I had to do and I have been relentless in my pursuit of perfect healing. I know this is infinite but curious about how far I can go with it. Feels like adventure to me.
When I healed the first time, it all started with a removal of my negative self. This is a process done in Neuro-Training with Kinesiology. It is based on the idea that every time we experience hurt and trauma, our being is negativly impacted and we respond differently as a result. This is our beings way to cope with the stress.
Removing this had a huge positive effect on me the first time. I have come through some really heavy stuff in the last 5 or 6 years and it occurred to me recently that this might have created a negative self.
Yep. Had it cleared last week. Last week was rough but I knew to try and take it easy. I essentially took all expectation out of the picture and took breaks when I needed to.
Had a STUNNING weekend, and the peace is anchoring. Funny thing is that since the negative self has been cleared, I have found myself in this healing room everyday. Modifying healing pathways and developing my own method of healing that integrates everything I have studied and learned in my own healing.
I can feel my capacity building. I feel better in my body, feeling more connected and damn am I stepping up in my work. With the fear being set aside, I feel a new way of being come through.
Can’t wait to share it 💚
