25/08/2025
Just popping on to say that my dad passed away just over a week ago now . Needless to say I am gutted and heartbroken, confused and sooo very lost … which is crazy as im caught between the real world pain and hes already making contact . Instantly. Confirmed with things hes telling me and then others saying ohhh thats what i spoke about yestersay with such and such. Over 100klms away from me . But yeah its beautiful. But he’s also my dad and i lost him on this side . So i am grieving deeply while now also taking on full time sole care of my mum . And having spent the past 4 months in his presence day in and day out.. and just understanding and getting to know my father on a whole different level, who he was as a person, on the inside . As an equal. And not just my dad, cracked my heart open to a whole new level of love , understanding and respect for him.
I havent been able to talk to anyone really in all honesty.
But sooo very grateful I got to spend the time with him that I did, to his very last breath .. holding his hand and letting him know how much i loved him and how much we all loved him . Time I will treasure for the rest of my life . X
RIP to my sweet sweet dad . Xx I will love you forever xx