30/05/2021
Don’t be fooled by the insta pretty photo..
Last week was a tough week for me personally with a few things going on, something I will share with time. Then boom, lockdown announced. Deadline is 12hrs 👍🏼 This is a little how my last few days have been...
Day 1 of lockdown- shocked, numb, confused, survival mode, slightly frantic
Day 2 of lockdown- f*ck this s**t, I’m over everything, red wine, pizza, binge watch Netflix until 3am
Day 3 of lockdown- slept in until 12.30pm, didn’t leave the house for a walk until 4pm, microwave dinner, couch potato, flat, really really flat
This s**t is hard, emotionally it’s a lot to manage, mentally I’m confused, physically I’m numb. “This will pass” but these words don’t make the feels any easier. Remember to honour how your feeling each day, because no two days are the same.
Try not to worry about what you can’t control, focus on the thing you can and that how you treat yourself! Tomorrow’s a new day 🙄