18/01/2026
So I am listening.
As I gently settle into the year that has rolled around,without rushing in to it, without forcing any momentum.
I’ve been softly moving back into seeing clients,
holding space in Yin,
offering presence where I can,
in ways that feel sustainable and true to me.
Alongside this, I’m navigating waters I’ve been treading for some time now. Supporting my Dad, as he moves through aging, health declining, immobility, and the uncertainty of what his next chapter holds.
It has felt like a pause.
Not moving forward, not moving backward.
Just being with what is.
Listening. Feeling. Not Responding, not pushing through it all.
Over the years I have learnt by rebuilding a strong inner structure,
has quietly prepared me for moments like this. Where I once would fall down.
Not to bypass the grief or uncertainty,
but to meet it with trust and at times I have just bypassed it, knowing what is ahead.
I’ve witnessed worlds around me unravel.
Not mine to carry.
Not mine to fix.
Projections of unhealed wounds.
Blame.
Entitlement.
I release what is not mine to hold.
There are moments of uncertainty,
of wondering what’s next.
And in those moments, I hand it over;
to trust,
to knowing,
to the remembering that everything realigns
in its own time,
as it is meant to.
That doesn’t mean I’ve withdrawn or disappeared or can’t show up,
I’m still here, open-hearted,
and I share from a grounded place
when it feels aligned to do so.
This is a gentle reminder
that we don’t need to show up every day.
Some seasons are lived quietly.
Some parts of life are sacred and private.
So yes,
I am here.
And for now, I’m also taking a gentle step back, to support my Dad’s journey
and honour this season as it is.
I know there are big changes ahead.
Thank you to my beautiful & understanding clients having to reschedule sessions.
Fiona
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