13/03/2026
Around 2010, when I was in my mid 20s, I got swept up in a lot of the wellness industry horse s**t that was circulating at the time.
Detox protocols. Crazy ones.
Clean eating dogma.
Elimination diets that turned into long-term restriction.
The idea that if you just “did wellness right”, your body would behave perfectly.
At the time, I genuinely believed I was helping people.
But looking back now… it makes me cringe so fkn hard.
Not because I was unintelligent.
But because I was young, had a bucketload of unresolved trauma, very low self-esteem, and a lifelong perfectionist streak that had learned to equate worth with getting things “right”.
In other words: I was the perfect setup for an eating disorder.
And the wellness industry handed me a framework that looked like health, that seemed to be backed by science… but was often just restriction in pretty language.
I’m also deeply aware that I passed some of those ideas on to clients in my early years of practice.
For that, I’m genuinely sorry.
The detox books by one particular nutritionist I followed eventually ended up in my worm farm. Donating them would’ve been a massive disservice to the next owner. The worm farm felt like the safest place for them.
These days, a big part of my work is helping practitioners recognise how disordered eating can hide inside wellness culture… and how we can practise in ways that actually reduce harm.
I’ll probably spend the rest of my career trying to make up for some of the s**t I once believed and spread.
And honestly… I think that’s part of what makes better clinicians.
Curiosity. Humility.
And the willingness to say “I got that really badly wrong.”
I know I’m not the only practitioner who went through a phase like this.
What’s one belief from early in your career that makes you cringe now?