10/11/2025
Attn: you will never actually feel successful if you are tying your success and worth to your output, achievements and exhaustion.
Imagine just being fully you!
Imagine if people knew all the things about you…. Like ALL THE FU***NG THINGS.
Imagine if you didn’t have to spend so much of your time and energy trying to keep up this perfect performance.
The performance that:
“I’m Fine”
You’re proud of your exhaustion, because that must mean you are doing well.
It’s all just your s**t, and it’s not a big deal - fully gaslighting TF out of yourself.
Feeling safe in your true identity, although the thought of that might make you want to vom or even the thought of I don’t even know who I am anymore. Both or something similar may flood your body - feeling safe in the real version of you instead of the fake performance version will be so freeing.
You will have your energy back, you will feel lighter. You won’t feel like a door mat. You will have confidence to set boundaries and standards that feel so good for you.
Anyways just rambling now because I know how much this somatic shadow work has changed me. I knew I needed something… I just didn’t know how much I needed it.