Kilandril's Waking Dream

26/04/2026

Sauna session for me and my love then Shilajit with coconut water for recovery

10/04/2026

I have been using Shilajit mineral resin for revitalisation and recovery for about 8 years. A jar lasts all year. I am able to maintain good mental and physical balance in my highly physically and mentally demanding work. You don’t have to deteriorate after 40. It’s just the beginning of living…

Shilajit is a natural substance found mainly in the Himalayas. Formed for centuries by the gradual decomposition of certain plants such as moss and lichens by the action of micro organisms. It is a potent and very safe dietary supplement, restoring energetic balance, improving cognition and reducing inflammation. Shilajit has been known and used for centuries by Ayurvedic medicine as a rejuvenator and as an anti aging compound. Shilajit is composed mainly of humic substances, including fulvic acid which is made up of over 70 trace minerals. Also known for its strong anti oxidant properties and high levels of Calcium, Potassium and Magnesium.

The Shaman’s Apothecary Shilajit has been harvested by hand with reverence and respect for the mountain. Purified with water and sunlight and lab tested for heavy metals in Australia. Approved by the toxicologist at the Department of Health to meet food safety standards.

Comes with a golden stainless steel dipping spoon for easy serving.

06/04/2026

500g glass jar. This 100% Pure Cacao Paste comes from the heart of the farming communities in Papua New Guinea. The beans are brought into Port Moresby and crafted into this unique blend, considerable time is spent ensuring that the cacao is cared for every step of the way. The paste is imported by The Cacao Embassy then packaged by The Shaman’s Apothecary in Tasmania. Many caring hands have helped bring this medicine to you. This paste has incredible depth, provides support, grounding and inner strength and holds the open heart frequency of all our Cacao. It comes in 15 g pieces so that it is convenient for your lifestyle. This paste is is truly fresh which is important in the medicine of Cacao as the beans are under 60 days old when the paste is crafted. This Cacao Paste is truly for the modern Mind Body and Heart...

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03/04/2026

The Shaman’s Apothecary is proud to be the first stockist of .cacao in Tasmania. Available for pick up at the Shamans Apothecary roadside pantry when you order online.

Creation Cacao originates from a co-op of family farms in Northern Peru. Our Cacao meets the strict Australian & American organic certification standards. The farms and processing operations are considered as they farm and harvest the traditional way on the land, without the use of pesticides or heavy processing machinery.
The farmers and their families are paid well for their service and product (a rarity in South American cacao operations).

The particular variety is Criollo. It’s certified organic and a version with very low caffeine & high theobromine as well as a beautiful buttery mix.

We also contribute 10% of sales to www.freshstartinitiative.org our foundation which supports the education of children in underprivileged areas.

Creation Cacao was recently tested for heavy metals, including cadmium, nickel, mercury and lead, and has been certified at safe levels, for human consumption.

Nathalie & Ryan our co-founders have both journeyed to the region of origin in their quest to find some of the best Cacao on the planet.
Nathalie is a direct descendant of generational Venezuelan cacao farmers and has been supporting the northern Peruvian region and community for over a decade.

03/04/2026

Order Cacao or Shilajit online and get free collection at the Cabinet in Cygnet. No delivery fees

The Shaman’s Apothecary was created as a bridge between ancient plant wisdom and modern recovery needs, a place where nourishment, altered-states exploration, and everyday wellbeing come back into alignment.
My work began in altered-states, facilitating spirit journeys and supporting people through deep inner journeys, emotional processing, and expanded states of consciousness. Over time, one truth became clear. Insight alone is not enough. Real transformation happens when the body, nervous system, and daily life are supported to integrate those experiences.
The Shaman’s Apothecary was born to serve that integration.
Here, cacao and shilajit are offered not simply as supplements, but as recovery and restoration allies. Ceremonial cacao opens the heart, supports emotional processing, and helps reconnect us with presence and meaning. Shilajit, rich in trace minerals and adaptogenic compounds, restores energy, resilience, and nervous system balance after periods of stress, burnout, or deep psychological work.
Together, they support both journey and return — expansion and grounding.
Whether you are exploring altered states, healing from emotional or physical stress, or simply seeking deeper vitality, these medicines help anchor insight into the body so change becomes sustainable, embodied, and lived.
The Shaman’s Apothecary exists to support the whole cycle: awakening, healing, recovery, and integration — so transformation doesn’t remain an experience, but becomes a way of being.

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11/03/2026

~Spirit Journeys ~ Available Fridays
These are intentional, guided entries into non-ordinary states — sacred spaces where spirit wisdom, archetypal symbolism, and unseen energies reveal themselves. Through the rhythmic beat of the drum and a ceremonial framework, I navigate these realms on your behalf, bringing back visionary clarity, guidance, and healing that speaks directly to your life. The journey unfolds as a story — rich with meaning, insight, and the presence of helping spirits — all translated in real time so you can walk back into your life with a deeper sense of purpose and belonging.

21/02/2026

As a recent graduate of Mind Medicine Australia I am delighted to invite you into something a little deeper

Integration therapy for Altered states of consciousness
$120.00 ・ 1 hr
Available

True transformation doesn’t end with a peak experience — it is realised when what was glimpsed in the sacred spaces becomes woven into your daily life. These sessions use conversation, cacao, and grounding practices as alchemical tools to help you embody insight, settle nervous system impact, and translate mystical experience into living change. This work supports processing dreams, visions, breath work or meditation states, plant medicine experiences, and any opening that has called you beyond the ordinary.

21/02/2026

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15/02/2026

My work has been shaped through more than a decade of dedicated training and direct experience within altered and expanded states of consciousness. Through long immersion in spirit journeys, ceremonial practice, and disciplined inner exploration, my path has unfolded through lived initiation rather than intuition alone. Over these years, I have walked deeply through the unseen landscapes of psyche and spirit, learning not only how to enter these realms, but how to return with clarity, grounding, and understanding. This path has asked for devotion, humility, and the willingness to meet both shadow and light — an apprenticeship to transformation itself, guided by experience earned through years of practice and passage. Kilandril’s Waking Dream emerged from this devotion — a space created for those who feel the call beyond ordinary perception, who sense that something ancient and essential within them longs to be remembered. Many who arrive here are navigating thresholds of change, grief, awakening, or quiet inner knowing that life is asking more of them. Journey work opens doorways, yet the deeper work lies in carrying what is revealed back into embodied life, relationships, and purpose.
My role is to walk beside those who feel drawn into these inner and spiritual landscapes, offering guidance grounded in training, experience, and deep respect for the traditions and disciplines that are the origins of this work. Each journey is approached with reverence and responsibility, honouring both the mystery encountered and the human life to which we must return. This work is not performance or persona. It is practice, lineage of experience, and the steady tending of the inner strength that allows safe passage through altered states. Where many speak from intuition alone, my guidance arises from years spent learning how to navigate these realms with care, integrity, and understanding.

18/01/2026

18/01/2026

Bookings are open for Spirit Journeys on Friday’s

The acoustics are sublime with mountain views and tranquil spaciousness

I have limited spaces available between studies but it is lovely to be dreaming for you again

The vibe clients are experiencing:
“I just feel very grateful for the unfolding peace and invitation for growth that the journey showed, the release from a certain grief, and also, crucially, for the energy that you poured into the work.”

https://kilandril.com/services/

07/12/2025

Here is a photo of me at 41 with ceremonial cacao on my face leading a group of psychiatrists, psychologists and other mental health practitioners in the closing ceremony at Mind Medicine Australia Psychedelic Assisted Therapy training.

The power of plant medicines to connect people to eachother and themselves has been vividly demonstrated to me over the last few months.

Now I have a little time to pause inbetween the end of this year and the beginning of next. So if you need some Cacao delivered locally let me know and I’ll organise a drop off so you can enjoy this amazing plant medicine during your festive season. What a lovely gift it can be for a loved one also.

There are some photos of little baby cacao trees I visited last week on my birthday too 💕🌿