23/03/2026
Life has been hectic recently, after 12 years of living in the same house, I unexpectantly was informed I needed to find a new home. There I was, packing up my home, a home that I loved dearly, one which had nurtured and guided me and my family through so much. I was getting ready to move, not knowing where I was going to go.
There were times I felt despondent, confused, angry, sad, all over the place, but I was determined to not allow these feelings to take over me. I acknowledged the feelings and asked my guides for help. Trusting I will be ok.
I would say the words, “this or something better”.
I wrote down my “must haves” and my “would love” lists for what I needed and wanted for my new home. Followed prompts from my inner guidance. One thing I had to let go of, the “lack” mentality.
Wow, I never dreamed I would be in the home I now find myself in. Nearly everything on my lists has been ticked.
On this piece of land I am now caretaker of, there is a beautiful ancient tree, a white cedar, around 100 years old or older. Her trunk has been burnt, creating a hollow at the base but she still thrives, branches full.
This morning I stood on the grass, the mist and fog slowly making its way across the land, moving between the trees. I am in a cloud, feeling the soft gentle dew kissing my skin. I open my heart, standing still in the moment, just being.
As I write this, a hare hopped by in front of me, making its way to a new piece of grass.
A magpie is singing his song, parrots singing in the distance.
Feeling blessed with joy in my heart, I sat down on my outside couch, looking at this majestic tree, holding Agathena’s crystal in my lap, and I went into meditation.
I am standing on the green, green grass with bare feet, Agathena, the Fire Dragon, is by my side.
In front of us is the beautiful ancient Mother Tree, she is sacred, roots going deep down into the earth, giving her strength for come what may, her branches spread open wide up into the heavens. Leaves gently blowing in the breeze.
Many birds are in her branches, singing their songs, all different but in unison, creating music in harmony with the energy of this majestic tree.
I come before her, asking permission to connect and speak with her.
I hear, “Welcome beautiful child, our dear one, light bearer of the times.”
Tears flow from the love I am feeling.
I place my hand on her, energy passes through my entire body.
A door opens up in her trunk.
Agathena and I enter. Slowly we make our way down a spiral staircase. Strong and steady polished wood steps, down we go, step by step.
Agathena shares with me she has already entered this portal entrance may times, she is leading the way, lighting torches on the walls along the way so I can see clearly.
As I step off the last step, I realise we are in our cave we lived in many lifetimes ago, our home.
I look around and see artifacts that have been collected and stored for safe keeping. Many, many books and scrolls line the walls.
Crystals everywhere.
Some growing naturally in the floor, walls and ceiling, others placed in strategic spots, some simply because they are so beautiful, all alive with energy.
A fire pit in the middle, Agathena lights this and I see my comfortable bed, a table where I would spend many hours writing, transcribing and drawing.
I walk over to a large opening, I look out and see we are on a cliff face, looking out the valley below.
I sit with Agathena, my body leaning against hers, her tail wrapped around us, content, to be together again. Just simply being.
✨🌸🌹Jennifer🌹🌸✨
