03/12/2025
This is just the most wild and special time of life. It’s crazy how you can be so unbelievably exhausted yet simultaneously so incredibly happy. Motherhood, hey? I feel like I’ve really softened into it. I think knowing the impermanence of it all makes me care less about the tiredness? Or maybe it’s because we’ve rarely slept through the night in 8.5 years and it’s just ‘how it is’ haha.
This baby guys, she’s melted me. I look at her, then I look over at Josh and I get this wave of ‘omg I want 10 more’ and then one of the older ones whines and it snaps me out of it 😂 But seriously, I think all I’ll be doing when I’m 85 is looking back at photos & videos of my babies saying ‘these really were the good old days’ 😭♥️ Also, when I’m alone with her I just say ‘mumumumum’ in hopes that maybe just this once one of my babies will say ‘mumma’ before ‘dada’ 😆