10/11/2025
So anyone who knows me knows I’m all about the angel numbers and of course today’s the big one: the 11:11 portal 💫. You know, the manifest your wildest dreams, align to your highest timeline, call in your future self kind of energy.
And because the universe likes to keep things spicy, we’re also in Mercury retrograde. Classic combo, one says go big, the other says slow down. Welcome to my current reality.
Since finishing the IMDC container, I’ve been in this weird in-between space a version of me dissolving, the new one not quite here yet. A lot’s been shifting under the surface. I’m technically still working, income’s flowing, but in a different form… and yet there’s still that voice whispering, “Shouldn’t you be doing more?”
I know where it comes from I grew up with two hard-working parents who never stopped. Doing was how I learned worth. So now, when life slows down, those old stories flare up.
And of course, because my guides think they’re hilarious, they woke me at 2:22 and 5:55 today 😫, just in case I missed the memo that change is brewing. I can feel it the old energetics are still lingering, slowly dissolving as something new starts to take shape. Still no idea what that fully is but I do know it’s taking me closer to a truer version of myself.
So on this 11:11, I’m surrendering again. Trusting the not-knowing. Letting the magic unfold in its own time.
If you’ve been feeling a little “in-between” too you’re not alone. We’re all just integrating, waiting for the next version of ourselves to land.
So feel free to join me, somewhere between trust and impatience. Together we can be the annoying kids strapped in the back seat of the universes chariot, asking for the hundredth time, ‘Are we there yet? 🤷🏻♀️😏😉 while we play another round of eye spy 😂