07/10/2025
Dysregulation Station
Well… I made it halfway through the holidays before really losing my patience with everyone and everything.
The difference this time?
While I noticed what was happening and started putting a plan in place to shift my nervous system, I realised something huge — I wasn’t feeling any guilt or shame about it.
Instead, I could reframe that guilt into acceptance and compassion. I could see it for what it was — a perfect learning moment for my kids.
If our kids never see us dysregulated, we unintentionally teach them that dysregulation is something that only happens to them — that they’re weird or broken in some way.
So, I modelled how to manage it.
First, I named it: I told them I could feel my heart beating faster and a sense of agitation rising through my body like an itch I couldn’t scratch.
Describing it like this gave them language to understand their own interoceptive signals — those internal body sensations that tell us what we need.
Then I told them I was going for a run. (Don’t worry, we’ve got a treadmill in the shed — no children were abandoned in the making of this regulation moment 😅).
And yes — I’m aware that having this option is a privilege not everyone has.
Running helps burn off the adrenaline flooding my system.
Afterwards, I had a cold shower — another nervous system reset tool.
Then I cleaned. Why? Because visual clutter overwhelms me.
But here’s another small win — I didn’t rage clean!
Instead, I put on some tunes — the big ballads, not “Hot Potato” — and sang my heart out.
And you know what happened?
Joy came back into the house.
The kids (and their sleepover friend) laughed at how ridiculous I looked using the vacuum as a microphone and joined me for a little dance.
We reconnected.
I apologised for being grumpy — downright cranky, really.
And they hugged me and said, “It’s ok, Mum. We all have bad days.”
My heart soared. They get it.
I’m sharing this because I want you to know — you’re not alone.
I teach families how to do this, and I still have to work at it every day too.
So please, give yourself some compassion these holidays.
Do something that brings you joy.
Because joy is contagious. 💛