01/01/2026
🐦🔥 Rising From the Ashes......is my life story🐦🔥
🦋 14 YEARS AGO, TODAY, I chose to save myself from my destructive life of PAIN and ADDICTION.
ALCOHOLIC and drug induced blackouts was my escape to life on a daily basis. I couldn't stand to feel or be seen. My life was ending and I had my foot on full throttle behind the wheel to death.
I wanted to be numb forever and to slide into the darkness of non-existence. Not caring if I lived or died. I had my fill of this life and all of its pain that came with it. Deafening dark thoughts on repeat and my own self indulgent misery dragging me down. Not able to tolerate being in my own skin. Feelings of being defeated and lost. No way out, only continual misery and pain. If only I could shut my head off with the constant noise of hate, anger and resentment for myself and others.
Hating every part of my life with so much RAGE that I had got to this place of losing myself and my fight to live.
Just yearning for the place of peace that was the bottom of the bottle or the quick fix of a drug. The place of numb and destruction that was my life. I had given up on myself... I had given it all up because I was done.
I was done with it all... No more hurt, no more pain and disappointment.... no more me.
🌸 14 years ago today, I saved my own life. I took the chance to reach out for help and to get myself clean and sober.
Today my life is a miricle because I did not give up on myself. I fought with everything I had left in me and I am Very blessed and happy to be where I am today.
I'm best friends with myself and I know my worth.
I have the love of the world on my side from the people who love me.❤️
Thank you to my family and friends for standing by me. I love you dearly ❤️
The connect of AA and NA fellowship saved my life.
I have a loving husband and a successful business that I wake up to with joy & hope every moring of my life.
I didn't get where I am today without pain and sacrifice.
I got where I am today because I never gave up on myself and I stood up and I kept trying. Daily intervention with myself. Daily gratitude for everything in my life and goals to change the things I needed to continue my sobriety in peace and happiness.✨️🙌
I use my path of pain to empathise and understand others in my business. I love helping support others on their path, where I can.
🐦🔥🐦🔥 The Rising Phoenix that I am, is in service of myself and others. ❤️ I am so blessed & honoured to do this.🙏🙏🤗
Not every day feels kind, but I get through it with courage and resilience to stay sober and clean. This is my life now, and I am genuinely Happy.😊✨️🙌
I am so proud of myself and the life I have created at 14 years of Sobriety.
🌸Please, if you are needing help, just reach out to loved ones. We are all just trying to do our best and help each other .🙌🙏
Many Blessings to you all.