10/02/2026
The year of letting go 💌 - 2 0 2 5
The energy of last year has still been so present for me. The energy of the snake still shedding strong, forcing me to let go of further versions, things, people and places in my life.
It’s been a fu***ng year…….
It’s hard not to frame this as goodbyes because it’s been a big year of grief, but I know it all has its place even when it still hurts and I can’t quite see the other side.
This year I had to let go of:
- My long term relationship: the hardest thing I have ever done in my life. And all the things that come with separating from someone and a family you’ve know for 10 years
- That also came with letting go of my beautiful boy Bernie (first pug)
- My first home
- I let go of my home town for 6 months and then the town I had fallen in love, ending up back where I started (literally in the house I grew up in)
- I let go of my car, something that had been with me for 9 years and that I’d had an identity attached to
- We sadly said goodbye to our family cat Echo, 2 weeks ago. I’m so grateful I got to spend time with him the last two months living back at my parents
- I had to let go of one of my closest friendships
- I said goodbye to my 20’s
- I was forced to let go of many comforts and habits for my physical and mental wellbeing
- I shed so many layers, roles and identities
I look at these photos and it truly feels like I lived three different timelines last year.
Last year I had many glimpses of my truth, who I really am and where I really want to be.
And I can already see the universe conspiring to lead me there - there is so much hope for this new year.
The final layers unravelling at my parent’s house (how fitting).
It’s all been preparation for what’s to come
This truth that had been revealing itself over the years, I know it’s time to go all in.
There are no more excuses. I have the tools, I’ve built the foundations.
Now all I can do is be open. Open to receiving the new year, the new path, the new chapter.
Do I feel ready - No
Do I know I’m ready - Yes
Does that make sense - nope
But let’s follow the heart and trust.
I owe it to myself to see how good it can get ✨