15/02/2026
One of the hardest things I’ve done physically and mentally was train for this race.
Now we know, I’m a hypermobile girl, I’ve always maintained an active lifestyle to manage my body. However, last thing that changed. After getting Covid in May, I experienced extreme fatigue after exercise, I was overheating and not sweating properly, I has heart rate that would jump to 180 after a 30 second jog leaving me feeling dizzy and nauseas. It was not good. I was needing naps after the gym, I was wiped out with migraines after attempting to run, I was sleeping 9 hours but feeling exhausted. I was experiencing heightened symptoms of dysautonomia.
I made a change. I started training with a focus on how my body felt. I condensed my gym training. I started monitoring my heart rate with interval sessions (slow ones at that), I wore compression garments, prioritised recovery, and I started fuelling better. I look back now so proud of myself. Easily this is the best my body has felt in years, and I knew going into today that physically I could do it.
Now the mental side. I have a habit of doubting myself and what I’m capable of, especially with my body. I really wanted to prove to myself today that I can do hard things. I spent most of this week visualising how it would feel to cross the finish line, how I would see my husband and my friends cheering me on, how overjoyed I would feel because I didn’t give up on myself. And I did feel all those things.
I’ve never felt naturally “good” at running, but I have realised I don’t have to be good at it to give it a try 🏃🏼♀️
Thanks for reading, and thanks for coming along for this journey. ❤️ from this hypermobile runner