17/03/2022
If I don’t place my bare feet on the earth most days….
I don’t quite feel like myself.
If I don’t let my body be bathed in the waters of the ocean, or plant my fingers in the soil, or brush my hands on the plants of my home regularly….it’s like I’ve lost myself….diminished my connection to the greater mystery…..weakened my relationship to the unknown but sacred steadiness of the world.
If I don’t let the unemcumbered joyous love offered to me by my son, touch the tendrils of my heart….I diminish a little….
(as we sat eating an icey pole after school this week, his little voice whispered to me ‘you know what’s so good about Mum’s? they are the sweetest’…..oh my heart - does he really have to keep growing up?!)
But these moments, with him, & in nature, & in my home….I miss them sometimes - often actually.
I get too busy to ‘drop in’ & actually feel it…..& then I am lost. Rudderless. Inconsequential. My Energy flat. My mood darkened.
But then something brings me back & I remember…..The EXQUISITE everyday.
The Sacredness that lies in the mundane.
I remind myself……soften. drop in. feel it.
Can I drop into preparing a meal? …the joy of nourishing my children, my friends, my beloved, myself….
This offering of such simplicity….but it’s also everything.
Can I drop into these moments…..these everyday offerings - not particularly pretty….but god’s damn, so very beautiful….daily gifts…..especially when the world feels like it’s gone mad.
As we approach equinox, & the moon builds to fullness (& the general state of the world feels chaotic)….the energies we feel are BIG.
At this point in time - the veil to the unseen thins…letting us feel & see perhaps what we’ve previously been unaware of.
I’ve felt this building over the last few weeks….taking me at times into anxiety & unsteadiness. I’ve spoken to many of you feeling the same.
All I can say is I’m with you - I feel it too….& in times of doubt, return to nature, return to your people…& remember the sacredness of everyday life.
Soften. Drop in. Feel it.
It will bring you home.