08/01/2023
To the universal beings of Light.
I’m lost at the moment not sure why, I know and I will not let anything stop me from achieving my purpose of being here on earth at this significant time & space. I question whether it is worth the stress anxiety doubt because it is a struggle just surviving in the here & now world o f this planet. Life is for living not surviving. I am aware as to why humanity is in chaos yet how does one fix it ? I know it is fixable. Where do I fit into this ? I know I’m important ai know I am being guided and protected to some degree. Yet once again another bad arse dark being has infiltrated my energy, thankfully Bill has removed it. This cause me to doubt even further as to whether I’m completely dillusional lost the plot, or completely sane and not truly supported in my role of saving this planet & all that live here or rather exist here in this world. It’s obvious on this planet that the dark side of the universe has infiltrated the destruction of consciousness which in turn has affected the balance of good & evil. The light or goodness has weakened not just here on earth but throughout all of the universes and all that exists. My questions is why ? Bill & I & others like us are doing the best we can to keep the balance in favour of goodness harmony & balance, yet are not supported enough, allowing constant interference from darkness and a lack of understanding of the difficulties of not only surviving in this modern ? world that we are in. Financial support is essential, 100% protection without these 2 elements we find ourselves swimming in muddy waters, our energies are drained and the distractions of being human is overwhelming in the negative. How on earth can we transform, teach, heal, lift the spirits of others who are bogged by the consciousness confusion created by the darkness, keeping humans so suppressed that they no longer have choice, no longer live to lift the higher consciousness of the light, for the better good of all. If the light chooses to wipe humans and all the living things & abandon us because it’s too hard to deal with, fine get it over & done with..... however if the choice is to lift the spirit of all beings on this planet then why not put a huge effort into transforming our existence by stopping the darkness that has encompassed humanity & the planet and support us all, infiltrate the negativity that is currently stronger than the good and bring peace to the world and destroy the dark allowing us to see the light heal the planet that has been slowly destroyed give us the hope trust & truth to embrace because time itself is running out to save what was intended to be a world of goodness of light, obviously this time in balance & within the Law of Polarity. I ask for help as I’ve already asked for us & of others. I know you have heard me, now is the time to intervene., or are u just playing a game with us all?
There are more decent caring compassionate living beings on this planet who are just like bill & I, we are not supported and kept in the hole we find ourselves in because of the overwhelming power of human life from so few eg 10-20% of the greedy arrogant egotistical human monsters who are self serving and we now are at there mercy. Why can’t you stop them from destroying everything that exists on this planet. You know about the balance required within the universes, these souls/human dark ones are causing the imbalance of all. Please intervene or at list support the good guys of this world & destroy the bad guys within the law of polarity and sanity! Jill
