30/01/2026
Is it that time of the month already? Here we are, almost through the first month of 2026. WTF!! I feel like I have blinked and this whole month has passed.
Over the last two months I have received some bad news about my health. I’m not dying or anything but I have found out I have insulin-resistance and have had to be put on meds. It explains why I haven’t been able to lose any weight. Now, if this was caused by me eating sugary and starchy carbs and doing no exercise then I would say fair play, I deserve it. But I find out that this has been most likely been caused by the disease that has been with me through my whole adult life - endometriosis. Yes folks! It’s the gift that just keeps giving!!
I agreed to go on the Metformin thinking that it would only be a temporary thing but upon further investigation my mind started to think that maybe this would never go away. If my endometriosis is producing its own sugar (which it is) then how will I ever be able to eat anything sweet or starchy again? I mean come on, winter is coming and one of my favourite things to do is have salty hot chips and vinegar on a rainy day watching the ocean. It’s a real comfort food for me which whilst I don’t have it very often, at the moment it is a big no-no.
So, upon further investigation I have found that endometriosis is not a reproductive system problem but a whole body system problem, in that it can affect any part of the body. It has even been found in the brain. And to add to the actual disease affecting the body it also gives me a higher rate of getting other diseases like cardiovascular issues and cancer. BTW I intend to do a video on endometriosis at some stage to explain to people who have no idea, just exactly what this disease is.
Now, I believe that we create all the ailments and diseases in our body by not processing emotional and mental imbalances. Conventional medicine does a really great job of treating our symptoms but not the cause and so as a Holistic Practitioner I try to find out exactly what caused the disease or ailment because once you process the issue or imbalance you will usually find that the disease will disappear. There is no cure for endometriosis. A lot of the research being done at the moment is finding out how best to treat the symptoms to give sufferers relief. But, of course, my brain goes down the rabbit hole of there must be a cause. We just have to find that cause and because it is so prevalent in women today (I think 1 in 7 women will have endo) I am being swayed to believe that whatever the imbalance is, that it is a societal issue and that maybe it is a reflection of the patriarchal society we have been living in. Maybe, just maybe, endo is the result of us closing ourselves to the Goddess, to our Feminine Power and that it is time for us to let the Goddess crack us open, so that we may become whole again.
Anyway, this is what has filled my brain for the last month and a half. I’ll keep you posted. If you suffer from endo and would like to discuss this with me and how you might be able to be part of the research, give me a DM. At the moment I am only working on my experiences with the disease. I would be interested in speaking with other sufferers to find out their story.
Have a great weekend.🌻