06/03/2026
A few days ago, it was my 5th re-birthday. ❤️
Even after 5 years, when I wake up (my sudden cardiac arrest happened in my sleep), I still very often feel a deep sense of relief — followed by gratitude that I get to wake up to another day.
Another day to spend time with the people I care about, and to do work that feels meaningful to me, like continuing to build The Heart Warrior Project.
It made me quite emotional a few days ago. There have been many downs along the way. Moments of fear, uncertainty, frustration, and times when life felt very fragile.
But some of the ups… they have been so special and so unexpected that they have made my life richer in ways I never expected.
Meeting incredible fellow heart warriors ❤️ — people with whom you instantly share a bond that is hard to explain to anyone else. Experiencing the warmth, kindness, and genuine care from people all around the world who understand this strange path we’re walking together. 🌍
It’s something truly special.
Surviving a sudden cardiac arrest changes you. It forces you to look at life differently. At times, that can be heavy. But it also sharpens what really matters. The small moments. A conversation with a friend. A quiet morning. The ability to help someone else who is going through something similar. 🤝
Five years ago, I almost didn’t wake up again.
And yet, here we are.
Five extra years of life. Five years of learning. Five years of meeting incredible people. Five years of trying to turn something frightening into something meaningful.
And while the future is uncertain, given the progression of my heart disease, I know this journey will likely remain a challenging one. However, knowing I am not alone out there — that there are fellow heart warriors and loved ones with me on this ride — helps tremendously. 🤍
I also want to extend that to you. If you are reading this, and you are a fellow heart warrior who feels lost and alone on this journey, know that every month a group of international heart warriors comes together for online meetups (and at times even in-person meetups) to check in with each other, talk, laugh, and provide genuine support.
And you are welcomed with open arms in our community. 🫂
Through the following link, you can read more about the meetups: https://heartwarriorproject.com/online-meetup-for-cardiac-arrest-survivors/
And be sure to follow us to stay tuned when the next one will happen.
It’s tough being a heart warrior. But it’s a little bit less so when faced together with other heart warriors. ❤️🩹