05/09/2024
😍❤️ The phoenix raising from its ashes ❤️😍
Yesterday… 11.30pm…
So many words, so many ideas came to me, just like that, without me doing anything.
Afterwards I realized it was New Moon just the day before.
I wasn’t so much into lunar cycles before, and I still don’t have a lot of knowledge about them, but lots of times when those strong energies, forces and love overwhelm me it’s during the New Moon period.
I have been silent for a long time. I have been feeling, I have been living, I have been observing, I have been experiencing. I have been thinking about all of you so many times. So many times that I wanted to tell you things from my heart, that I wanted to share thoughts and ideas and I didn’t. I kept silence, I kept all of it inside.
But even if it’s scary for me, I feel it’s time to speak. It’s time for me to rise as a phoenix raising from its ashes. It’s time to not be silent anymore.
It’s new. I don’t like social media too much. I don’t like making myself visible. But there is a strength stronger than myself, an energy coming from deeper, from elsewhere that drives me, that pushes me to do this. For the world, for all of you. It’s like a duty, a mission. I have to speak. And I also know that behind those screens, there are people, there is you.
For that mother crying alone in her bathroom
For that father trying to find a good life-work balance
For that mother who lost her child too early, standing there with her unbearable pain
For that man that lived the most horrifying traumas in his childhood
For that adult that was thrown away from the stairs by his father
For that woman who was victim of incestuous sexual abuse when she was little
For that young man suffering and not knowing how to fit in
For all those sensible souls feeling different and not understood
For that person that didn’t know a way out anymore and decided to end his life
For the family and friends from the person who suicided feeling lost, with so much pain in their hearts
For that person waking up with anxiety not knowing how to handle it
For the ones sitting in their sofa, crying, not feeling well and suffering
For that mother forgetting herself and prioritizing others first
For that mother wanting to be there at 100% for her children, her work, her partner, her friends and doesn’t know how
For those ones who cannot follow anymore in this society that rushes too much
For all the children of the planet that have so much potential for whom it’s not easy to feel pressure or for those ones living in difficult conditions
For the animals on this planet, for the trees and the plants
For those sensible men for whom it’s difficult to express their emotions and show their true self
For this woman wanting a child so much but for whom the waiting is getting unbearably long
For all those talented people that are scared and unconfident
For that person living her last days
For the people wanting to create a better world
And for so many more people
I see you, I feel you, I really do and you are not alone
I don’t know what this will bring, I don’t know if I will ever publish this and if I do so if I would publish more (because yes I do have so much more to tell) but what I do know, is that it’s time for a change.
And if you - like me - want to create a better place, work together to more peace, want to connect and not be alone anymore, if you are touched by what I say, if you care for the others, please put a ❤️ below in the comments and share this post. If you want to share a comment or how you feel below, please do so. It’s only by sharing and connecting that people will be more understood and that together we can create a better place.
Because I’m sure you too care, I’m sure you too have once felt one of the above descriptions or you know someone who did.
My english is not perfect (there might be mistakes, sentences not well written) but if I do post this I’ll try to post it imperfectly perfect and that’s good enough. It’s the intention that matters. And my intention comes from the deepest of my heart. And when it comes from there it’s always right.
Lots of love to all of you. You are not alone and there is more to come… or at least I hope so 😃.
