02/19/2026
I don’t know if anyone else feels this, but I’ve had this quiet sense lately that I’m a bit behind.
Like everyone else seems to be stepping into something new and I’m just, here. A little still. A little slower than I expected to be this year.
Life is steady. I’m working. I’m doing my normal days. But I don’t feel that same sense of expansion I had last year. And I didn’t think it would affect me the way it has.
There’s a small part of me that keeps wondering if I missed my window. If maybe I had momentum and didn’t realize it and now I’m trying to find it again.
Even putting this here feels vulnerable.
I wrote more about this over on Substack today. About that tension between expansion and stillness and the fear of missing your moment.
Link’s in my bio.