02/16/2026
I’ve been on this journey of exploring homeopathic medicine with Ally for a couple of months now. She’s been a glimmer of light in this tunnel of life.
With peri menopause taking over and just so much rooted trauma both physically and emotionally I needed to try a different route to my healing.
She listens, she cares and so refreshing to see.
❤️
my journey with homeopathic medicine has taken my healing into the absolute depths. depths I thought I had already reached. but God really said: ‘look again, child. you’re not finished yet.’
“you asked for real. so it’s time to get really real with yourself.”
this medicine: humbly supporting me in pulling back every unconscious layer and amplifying it until I can no longer look away.
you ask for the truth? it will be revealed. prepare yourself to hold it.
I thought I knew the darkness. I have navigated it many times before. I have spent much time there, I know how it operates.
then God said: “it is going to swallow you whole. let it. do not fear, it is purposeful. when you are ready it will liberate you.” (she listens, with tears streaming down her face)
every wound, coping mechanism, survival pattern, self-protection disguised as control. every unconscious intention. every inherited and ancestral distortion. finally loosening the false grip that you thought was keeping you ‘safe.’ all the ways in which your truest self remains hidden. all timely revealed so that you can be the witness. and then in divine time - the alchemist.
I have touched the underworld many times over the years. the dark nights. grief and rage that feels like it could flood & burn whole cities down.
nothing compares to where these medicines have taken me this past year. an absolute deconstruction of everything I thought I knew, who I thought I was. the amount of times I have looked in the mirror not recognizing the person looking back at me. the fear. oh the fear (!) that I would never recognize myself again. this void, this in-between is where the real God-coded version of you comes to life.
the year of shedding absolutely every-thing 🐍 finally handing over control, just in time to remember I was never the one steering the wheel.
piece by piece, a remembrance rooted in God.
a holy homecoming. a mission of liberating your heart & your lineages. there is no greater gift, even when nothing feels ‘real.’
this journey is Holy, and I am done trying to pretend I didn’t come here for exactly this.
God taught me that I don’t need this to make sense to anyone but myself. but reminds me to use my voice, and share my journey to light a way for those who may need it.
“cause your powers found in the roughest waters, where I have no choice but to trust you, Father. where my every fear has to surrender, I will trust in you forever.”
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