12/04/2025
The moment I stopped ignoring the call.
The tug to create, to lead, to bring my medicine to the people.
…. When I finally stopped hiding.
The world opened up, and I set myself free.
It wasn’t easy. There were many moments that I had to face my fears. Many moments when I had to ask myself who I wanted to be in this lifetime.
Was I going to continue hiding and waste this one wild and precious life , or was I going to live now. Not tomorrow. Today.
There are many moments when I had to face judgement. When others didn’t like what I was doing. Or when I felt like a fraud.
There were many moments that I could have said no, I’m not ready, it’s too scary, what if I’m not enough….
But I chose to go higher.
I chose to acknowledge my fear but not listen to it .
I chose to say yes to spirit, as this was my commitment as a medicine bundle carrier.
When I call spirit answers, and when spirit calls I answer.
It was more uncomfortable hiding than it was being seen in the end. The fear was a cage. But the door was always open.
Now I fill my heart every day with the work that I do.
I get to show up in my authenticity; wild, raw and overflowing with creative energy. This is a part of my medicine, one of my gifts to my people. I give them permission to also be raw, wild, and alive!!
And so… Through having babies, facing the ups and downs of parenthood & partnership. Family sickness & death. Everything that 2020 brought. Fires and floods….
I now host 2 successful, long standing women’s festivals (7th annual this year) A successful 8 month shamanic mystery school (on year 4). I’ve hosted several successful and life-changing retreats, online memberships and mentorships. I’m sharing my music with the world and my Wild poetry. And continue to say yes or spirit calls me.
Life is going to bring us challenges no matter what path we choose.
So you can choose to stay hidden, to do what’s comfortable , what you’ve always known. you will face challenges, and you will have moments of joy. And may always wonder what your life would’ve been like if you had said yes when spirit called you.
Or, you can say yes today. You can step into the mystery and choose to live now.