11/28/2025
I need to talk about something today. Something that changed the way some conversations have gone down in my life, and maybe you'll see some of this for you too.
I've written about how, starting as a child, people have made comments about my weight. From big girl comments, to comments about being big and fat, to being told I'm nicer when I'm skinny, to being oinked at only a few years ago, to someone telling me I look pregnant with twins only yesterday.
But yesterday, it hit different. I have written as well about not accepting healing through hurt, pain, and suffering anymore. So while there was shock at this woman telling me over and over that I looked like I was pregnant with twins, I didn't accept it into my body.
When I got home from work, I knew immediately something was up and it wasn't actually about my weight. I knew in that moment, all the comments starting from a young child were actually NEVER ABOUT MY WEIGHT.
My guides informed me there are people who come into this world for a purpose that is not well known. When a pattern starts as a young child and it includes family AND strangers, they are here not only to break cycles in their own family, but to be the reflector for strangers as well.
This tracks for me. When I look back at my life, people have unleashed full blown anger and rejection at me that has often left me confused as to what just actually happened! People call me b!t@h and blunt among other things, and while there is a part of me that doesn't comprehend what others see in me, I thought for years now it was a communication style I adapted, built through trauma. But it wasn't that at all.
As I shed layers of conditioning and continue to grow into myself, I can see there is actually something different about my wiring that has nothing to do with trauma. It's actually who I am.
There is an energy archetype called "An Energy Distortion Reflector Frequency".
This energy does not fix people, soothe people or help people bypass their wounds. People with this energy reveal what's hidden and initiates that energy in their surroundings. We see through untruths with exceptional intuitive clarity and deliver that energy, not necessarily by doing anything, but just by being in peoples presence. This is why I don't see myself the same as others see me, even though I spend copious amounts of time self evaluating and pushing myself to grow. This is not me trying to say, "this is who I am, deal with it", this is literally a soul assignment. This is not an easy assignment that we incarnated with.
This is where my energy, without me even trying, will reflect other people's distortions back to them.
Ahhhh what!?!?! I had no idea. So all this time as I was receiving backlash from the wildest, unfounded situations, I was taking it in my body and trying to heal it. When the truth of the matter is, I'm here purposefully to not absorb it, but to give people a chance to catch their triggers and acknowledge healing in their own life. My energy is made to amplify truths people are hiding from.
So what I was feeling last night, knowing this was nothing to actually do with my body, was an awakening of, "I will never again accept projections disguised as truth!", and that shifted EVERYTHING.
This is something that deserves a larger conversation. I will definitely be sharing some teachings around this as this is a massive perspective shift and energy up leveling.
I will leave you with something for now. This information, while it seems like not the greatest quality to have, knowing that this is actually a thing, is going to allow you to empower yourself and and cut through the B.S when it's being flung in your direction...because it will continue. If you resonate with this message, this is your energy too. You're going to continue to show people a choice of whether to heal and grow, or stay hidden in untruth that wants to be healed.
You can begin to say this daily and you will feel a shift immediately. I know I certainly did.
"I am not the container for other people's shame"
I'm excited to bring this to light and share. This is life changing knowledge 💜
Julia
