Hi My Name is Jane. I am a mother of 4 awesome now grown up children, they are my joy and inspiration. I was born in England in the middle of a huge thunder storm. Nothing Like entering this world with a lightning bolt and big rumble of thunder J I have always been an empathic light worker from being a little child. I grew up in a Christian household where my giftings were not looked upon in a favourable manner. My parents told everyone I was overly sensitive and had a vivid imagination. I would often run away from school, as being in a class full of children was too over stimulating for me at times. If I had been given the tools to work with my giftings, my childhood would have been less traumatic. I also recently found out that I came from long lineage of healers with psychic gifitings, but due to the religious background I grew up in it was never talked about or encouraged. It is a comfort to me now to know this now though, as it affirms who I am and why I do what I do.
I grew up learning to conform, so as not to rock the boat at home. I attended church and became quite involved with the youth groups but I never quite fit in , I always felt there was something missing. After moving to Canada I could feel the energy in me rising again and began to tap into my giftings once again, still not knowing fully what they were. I was blessed with 4 lovely children did a lot of healing work within my church family. I Found myself divorced and alone with my 4 very young children. The people I considered church family disappeared and looked from afar in judgement. My non Christian friends were the ones who walked beside me like Jesus would have done. So My faith was rocked to its core. I learned some valuable lessons about humanity and spent a number of years in survival mode taking care of and nurturing my 4 little children.
I know there are many of you who struggle with being a Christian while having an interest in the healing arts. There is nothing to fear, if God is love and is all knowing then God knows of all the healing energy out there. The universe is a vast place and mother earth is wise and loving. If God created all this, then we are free to enjoy the healing and wisdom the universe and earth have to offer. I only work with 100% pure light. I tap into energies from mother earth, the universe, crystals and spiritual energies that are all around us, waiting to guide us and offer us healing. The church has much to answer for. If the greatest commandment is love, then that is what we should focus on. I come from a place of love and non judgement. You may also like to know that I am an LGBTQ advocate and offer a safe and accepting place for all.
As time went on and my children grew, my giftings became stronger as I began to take back my identity which I had hidden from being a little child, so as not to offend others. I attended courses, retreats, read books, learned all I could while coming from a place of deep humility and gratitude. When My kids got into high school I took a job as the manager of a large gym in the town where we lived, the deal was, that I could work my hours around my kids schedules as much as possible. I had worked really hard ten years before, to loose over 110lbs of weight and became a personal trainer to inspire and encourage people. I taught all kinds of fitness classes. We all had such fun J I would always have a healing element in my classes with words of love and encouragement. I put on whacky Wednesdays, at the gym, where everyone could dress up if they chose. I would play reggae music and give out free samples of my homemade healthy smoothes . It brightened up the midweek slump and we had a blast. I was always being told by the owner to tone it down a bit. I remember there was a point where I was vibrating at such a bright resonance that people would say I was shining and glowing, strangers would come up to me asking for a hug, which I gladly gave. I felt light, joyful and just pulsating pure love. If I had been taught how to protect myself and ground myself, this incident may never have happened. To cut a long story short, I was assaulted by a guy from a gym, who called himself a Shaman. He took me into a deep meditation, then hypnotized me. I remember him checking me to see is I could move. I had no use of my arms. He then went on to r**e my mind with the most disgusting things, stealing part of my soul. It took all my mental ability to get up and get away from him. I was terrified for my life and did not tell anyone for days I thought people would think I was mad. When finally I told my boss at the gym (He was wondering why I was very quiet), he laughed and told me to go back for more. I was totally crushed and broken. I was struggling so much, I went to Haven House every week for two years to have counselling . I lost my self esteem. I could not stand in front of a class and teach, as I got panic attacks, I was anxious at work all the time. It was like the life force had been drained out of me. All the while I was putting on a brave face for everyone else. So nobody knew. Also, in that time I had a major flare up of AS, its an auto immune issue with arthritis. Probably brought on by the stress and PTSD. I piled on the weight again and stopped going to the gym, my body was failing and so was my spirit. The gym was no longer a safe place for me to be. I fought it for years, forcing myself to workout and face the anxiety, but it was only harming me more. I came to accept that part of my life was no longer my focus. I went on a number of retreats, and decided to take yoga Nidra teacher training, and did a lot of inner healing work. I have learned to be gentle with myself.
I Love myself where I am at now, yes right now.
It took much soul retrieval, deep inner work and healing to finally be in a place without fear again. I have come to learn that I don’t have to have my life all perfect in order to help or heal others. I just need to be honest, walk my talk, be humble, gracious, continuing to do my personal healing along the way, while making sure I do not bring my agenda to the table when healing others. This is why, from my own experiences, I make sure I do due diligence for all my classes, workshops and individual sessions, with regards to making sure I am clear and grounded before doing the work. I remain in gratitude and reverence of my giftings, using them only for healing others in pure love. It is important to me that you feel safe. As I have been in a place where I should have been able to trust the ‘healer’ yet this person abused his power in a terrible way. I feel its important for me educate, so you have the knowledge on how to protect yourself and be empowered to do some of your own inner work. I am here as a guide, to give you healing, words of deep wisdom and teachings from spirit with a humble heart.
I encourage you all to never make yourself small or dim your lovely light, so that others can feel they have the power. I did this as a child, teenager and as an adult. I had to learn to stand in my truth, honouring who I am, in love. We all have beautiful light to shine , I love to see people grow and glow , its so wonderful and such a blessing .
If you are wondering why I go by Indigo Moon, I was gifted with the name as part of my healing journey. Love and Light Healing Company was birthed from seeing the deep need and desire for people of all walks of life to have more love and light in their lives. J Over the last 10 years I have been called more and more into helping people heal from all kinds of things, on a deep level, using a variety of healing modalities from different lineages from all over the world. I have a heart centred approach to my work and my life. I see people with my heart, not my eyes, after connecting to the sacred place within the heart many years ago. My life has not been the same since. If you are looking for healing, personal growth or to be part of a community of like minded people. Id be happy offer you more information.
With much love and light , Indigo Moon
