10/28/2021
Peaceā¦
I recently had some resolution in my life, a calming.
I have wished for this for over 7 years, the last 7 years have been full of tremendous amounts of hurts, suffering, chaos and turmoil.
I find myself feeling more unsettled more uncomfortable now than the last 7 years.
Have you been in a place of uncertainty, a place so unfamiliar itās unsettling. Yes..itās exactly where I am meant to be. Itās exactly what my heart, soul and mind needed. But there is this undeniable feeling of loss.
Not loss of a person or a feeling but loss of a part of me, a part of my soul, one that needed to be let go of a long time ago.
Itās been an interesting adjustment to self regulate into this new calm. And some days I am waiting for it to resurface, I am waiting, expecting for the storm to return.
I know the storm has settled, I know that itās brighter skies ahead and yet it scares the s!$t out of me.
Soā¦for all you beautiful souls still in the storm, see the light itās there. And for the ones who made it through but still picking up and coming home to selfā¦take a breathā¦sense in and remember where you to where you were. Honor and show gratitude to the little shifts you take.
Love and light
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