10/04/2023
A little morning vulnerability ✨These last few months have felt like an absolute whirlwind. From Maias surgery, processing my fathers passing & many other big life changes all happening around me. All happening while my blissful little business started to blossom & attending more births than I ever have. Holding space in such a vulnerable & scared time in people’s lives is something I hold incredibly close to my heart, but my goodness has it ever been challenging to show up 110% the last few months. As a doula the greatest gift I can offer my clients is my presence & the moment before I walk into a birth I ground myself, leaving everything in my personal life at the door to put my full attention into your support. That’s the part of this career that I have a love/hate relationship with. When I’m at a birth I am right there in labour land with you, time becomes an illusion, the outside world is quiet & my entire being sways with the birth. That’s what makes me such a good doula, and I am incredibly proud of the support I provide. But the other side of things, especially the last couple of months I’ve had to show up when I’ve been at some anxious and low moments, and when as a doula it’s not in my being to show up 50%, I give my absolute all. So, to my families I have supported the last 6 months thank for your grace while I’ve healing & dealing with some good ol’ real life stuff. Kudos to all the other doulas out there showing up 100% when life gets messy & busy, I see you.
I’ve made some changes to how I’ll be moving forward to create more work-life balance while still holding my space as a doula in the community. I’m excited for the changes to come & will be sharing slowly over the next week few weeks 💛