11/05/2025
I wasn’t ready. Even after 12 years of love, I wasn’t ready to say goodbye.
Navigating loss is never simple. Even when we know it’s coming, our hearts are never truly prepared.
Yesterday, I said goodbye to my loyal companion, Koda, my therapy dog. Twelve years of unconditional love, silliness, comfort, and presence… and still, I wasn’t ready to let her go.
Grief brings everything to the surface—feelings, memories, thoughts you didn’t expect. Twelve years ago, I would have pushed those emotions down, numbed out, and kept moving… only to have that pain return stronger years later.
But today, I’m choosing something different.
I’m choosing to feel the ache… to sit with the discomfort… to honour the depth of what she meant to me.
I’m choosing compassion for myself—remembering her goofy moments, her kind eyes, her warmth beside me. And even through tears, those memories make me smile.
I could stay here in this grief. It would be easy. But I won’t live here.
I’ll carry her with me as I move forward because I know she would want that.
If you are navigating loss of any kind—a loved one, a pet, a relationship, a job, or perhaps a sense of self - you are not alone. And you don’t have to do this work in isolation.
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