Luz Angelica Healing Arts

11/24/2025

05/04/2024

A child finds their sense of identity and worthiness through the eyes of their caregivers they absorb and interpret the energy that is taking place around them even before they are born, in the womb of their mother and from the interpretation of their interaction with such environment as their brain develops when they grow.

If their caregivers are not emotionally present, if they neglect them or live in constant fear and stress the child assumes that is their fault, the child forms the belief and identity that there is something intrinsically wrong in them and they are a burden for their caregivers, they feel unwelcome or unloved by them because of those imagined flaws.

In such conditions the distorted mirror where the child see themselves is the root cause of shame ( the individual assumption that I am unlovable, unworthy, and less than…)

Shame take 3 different paths of expression.

1. I have shame then I hide myself from the world, I make myself small, I dimming my light, I silent my voice, avoid conflict at all cost, ignore my needs and over give from myself, I become a mártir and adopt the victim identity, I am afraid of the material world and expressing my truth… if I embark on a healing journey I will become the wounded healer and I will focus my attention in rescuing others to feel myself worthy of love.

The lesson here is to give myself the love and validation I want to receive from others, understanding that I can only save myself, that I am worthy because I exist and I am a child of God.
The lesson here is to listen to my own needs and choose myself when others don’t treat me the way I deserve, learn to set and communicate my boundaries, become my own hero, and find safety and stability within myself.

2. I have shame then I look for validation outside of me I want to fit in.
I am hyper critical judging myself and others I fear rejection, I compare myself to others. I see the world black and white either I am a winner or I am a loser, I am a perfectionist, I often protect myself with a false sense of pride I don’t forgive or forget easily and I am secretive of what is really going on in my internal world I trust no one and struggle to ask for help.

I overthink everything and I feel like a failure although others perceive me as a confident and overachiever person.

If I am overwhelmed I could end self harming (with addictions and/or self sabotage)

The lesson here is to be humble and accept that I am not perfect, nobody is!
The lesson is to surrender to a higher power, is to ask for help, is to be open to other points of view, be honest with myself and others and accept that I don’t need external validation,

I am a work in progress yet I am perfect and beautiful just as I am.
I can let go of the need to be accepted and admired.

when I am authentic some people will leave but I will attract the people that is in resonance with me.

3. I have shame thus I hate myself then I will take my anger against the world and those who love me I am unable to accept love and connect with my emotions I am extremely insecure and fearful so I will wear a mask and pretend to be confident and charming, people will see me happy and strong but in solitude I can not be with myself, I keep accumulating guilt and shame as I take advantage of people that give me love and validation.

People walking this path often felt powerless in their childhood the biggest wound is with their mother who was absent, failed to protect them from their father/ father figure who was aggressive to them or she was abusive to them.

shame in this case often leads to narcissistic or psychopathic behaviours in this category land the people whose shame often drive them to destroy themselves and others.

We observe this pattern in the people who manipulate and initiate wars.

The lesson here is to heal the mother and father wound is to connect with our inner child. is to stop running, masking our feelings and distracting ourselves from the pain we suffered and we have inflicted upon others.

This form of shame requires divine intervention and powerful initiations to be broken to the ground and give space for healing. individuals in this category wear masks and are convinced that they have everything under control they cling into their false sense of power and their walls are fiercely protected by their egos making it unlikely that other person can help them heal.

How is shame playing out in your life?

What do you need to integrate the lessons of shame and become more real to yourself and others?

04/19/2022

As I follow my spiritual call and continue to make sense of all the synchronicities in my life including the painful memories of my childhood I am more convinced that nothing was a coincidence in my life, even my name LUZ meaning ‘light’ was a code that my soul chose for me to remember what I came here to do.
My name has been both a blessing and a curse because in order to experience light you will have to experience dark and transform it, which I continue doing until the present day.
At the age of 2, my mother passed and my biological father engaged in a relationship with a woman who would abuse me physically and emotionally; I was also sexually molested by a neighbor and a cousin and I have held lots of shame around my sexuality since then, I have made some progress and I notice that the more I share my story and I bring things to the light I reclaim more of my inner power and break free from patterns that were holding back...
Now The divine spirit that I refer to as mother earth and you can call God or higher self has been inspiring me to do this work with others because this is a shadow in the collective consciousness and the only way to heal and avoid this to happen to next generations we need to break the curse of silence and speak up.
I will be co-facilitating an online soul retreat to bring light to the collective sexual shadow of humanity more information to come...

04/01/2022

We all experience fear of judgement…

Perhaps you are afraid of being seen as a bad person, a bad employee, a bad mother, or a bad artist whatever your art is…
but Where judgements come from?

Perhaps from an ingrained toxic idea that there is a God that will judge us as good or bad and send us to hell if we don’t behave well… (fill the blank)

Perhaps is the collective belief that certain traits are good and certain traits are bad and there are terrible consequences if you choose wrong and the ultimate punishment is that you will be left poor and alone to die.

Since a young age We have been conditioned to believe that we need to behave certain way to be accepted, loved and nurtured and as a survival mechanism we hold ourselves back… not expressing our true self for fear of being ridiculed and rejected.

Then, to make sure we don’t be embarrassed in front of others… we hide our talents, we compare ourselves to others and we began to judge ourselves even before trying to achieve that dream, sing that song, post that video or simply express our opinions to others. In other cases judgement become our own shadow and we become hypercritical projecting our fears into others…

How do you judge yourself?

01/26/2022

Goodbye my Mother land Colombia 🇨🇴 I connected deeply with my roots this time.

12/30/2021

Ancestral healing with my son in Colombia.

Day after a Yage Ceremony with Taita Gregorio y mama Carmen from Putumayo jungle.

Healing and expansion as I honor my roots, acknowledge the richness of my home land and I feel proud of my beautiful people and beloved ancestors.

Thank you mother Colombia May I be an embodiment of your love, Joy, warmth and wisdom.

Being in ceremony with my son was the most beautiful gift this year, planting a seed in his heart understanding my role in his life.

Thank you 2021 a year of deep transformation.

12/18/2021

Girls day!

My daughter grew so fast … she is 12 and almost my size!

I am happy I was able to spend a magical time celebrating her birthday…

11/28/2021

“When women are the storytellers, the human story changes”

-Elizabeth Lesser-

11/24/2021

May we remember that nature is our teacher and our mother
May we find a moment of introspection to feel her love and support.
May we be inspired to tender the garden of our heart.
May we find God in everything we see to finally stop dividing the world and exploiting her resources.
May we leave this world better than we find it.

11/19/2021

Experience an ancient healing practice of reconnection to self and activation of DNA, cellular memory and gifts that will align you with your higher purpose.

11/01/2021

For thousands of years women have been programmed to believe there is something intrinsically wrong with them, that their sexuality is "tempting" and "evil" and made the first men that GOD (male) created fall into sin by giving him the apple. For instance, the “original sin” is the first mark of shame women carry in their DNA. The shame of their bodies, the shame of their menstruation, the shame of their sexuality, and their desires.

We all experience shame whether we are aware of it or not. Shame is dense energy in which we believe we are less than others, that we must hide from the world and not talk about ourselves, that we must pretend or aim to be somebody else, that we have to achieve external validation by doing what successful people do, many times fulfilling other people’s expectations and abandoning our own. Shame is a distorted image of ourselves making us feel small and hopeless.

If you are feeling ready to release shame, ignite your inner transformation and reclaim your sexual sovereignty, join us in sacred sisterhood.

Lucy and Luz Angelica will be guiding an in-person journey that will focus on body positivity and radical acceptance. We will embrace our true nature by being unclothed from the waist up as we move through sensual dance and self-massage.

This event is in Toronto, Canada

Message me for more info.