03/03/2023
“Awareness is a precursor for change” - I heard this message this morning as I listened to Lee Harris’s March energy update and it really struck me as a deep truth.
Change is something I have been really looking at recently… what causes me to change? When am I motivated to truly change?
As I look back, I see that there were so many situations when awareness was growing in me, but I was not ready/willing/able to look at it or accept the incoming shift. I was SO resistant that it wasn't uncommon for me to be woken in the night by “intrusive thoughts” insisting on change - “You’re not happy. You need to change this. It’s time to let go.”
In response, I would resist. Ignore. Push or kick out the thoughts and continue on my way without recognition that I was challenged by a dilemma. I wasn’t willing to consider the possibility of a change that might support me. And I certainly wasn’t TALKING about it with anyone.
And so, when I would finally break through my resistance and my emotions would spill into a MASSIVE change, my friends and family would be SHOCKED! Like where did that come from? We had no idea you were unhappy… that was on me - I continued to say “I’m good. I’m fine. We’re happy.” When deep down it just wasn’t the case, but I wasn’t allowing myself to go there.
Today I really practice and work on opening myself up to the whispers and nudges that come in… I even allow myself to go on “energetic adventures” where I feel into the possibility that is showing itself and consider what it might feel like, what it might look like, where that change might take me. AND, I include my loved ones along the way (when they are open and curious to hear about my deeper desires and ideas).
So… awareness is a precursor. It’s not a “do it now” demand. It is something that can trickle in over time and situations to prepare us for an impending change… or it can provide us information about where we are at now and what it might mean to continue to choose so that we can update our perspective on our current choice.
March is RIPE with energy around awareness. It’s a great time to ask yourself:
✨ What are you noticing about yourself right now?
✨ What nudges and awarenesses are showing up?
✨ Can you allow yourself to see these nudges and consider the possibilities?
✨ Where is healing needed to allow more of your deep desires to be considered or acted upon?
Remember 2023 is all about Self Trust & Leaps of Faith. These awarenesses are opening you to something...
This is a piece of what we do together in Intuitive Synthesis. I invite opportunities for you to explore your deep desires and the sticky areas that feel like a change is needed. It’s powerful work and can really shine light on what holds you back, where you hide, and how your personal imprints could be at play so you can choose from a deeper sense of self trust and inner freedom.
Enjoy the awarenesses that are arising. They are truly invitations to deep self love ❤️
And, if you’d like a sounding board or support to walk through those possibilities and callings, reach out. This stuff is my jam ❤️❤️