12/07/2021
... THE DYING OF A PERSONALITY, THE BIRTH OF A MAGE ...
Sooner or later, everyone who stands in the path of Universal Awareness will face the feeling as if he is dying ...
He will not die in body, but in personality (mind, ego)
and be born as a Magician (living Spirit, mind in the Heart) ...
This condition can be characterized by apathy, hopelessness, the raising of internal blocks to the surface, hopelessness, and meaninglessness of existence in general.
Everything will seem unnecessary. Insignificant. Meaningless.
There are few or many forces, there are no desires ...
There is no need to be afraid of such states - you need to watch them.
At this moment, something more true (Spirit) in us requires an exit to the surface. The state of conflict between the old archaic selfish mindsets in us, and this inner “new”, is the feeling of dying ...
Such a period can be called "the dying of a personality, the birth of a magician."
This is a change in the level of consciousness. You are entering a new, "higher" level of consciousness.
First, let this state be. Don't run away from him. Don't waste precious energy on your escape. In this case, it is only for the necessary things - meditation, silence, sleep, food.
Try, if you work, to reduce your social circle as much as possible.
At a time like this, I don’t want to talk. The stupidity of meaningless conversations and discussions becomes especially clear. Human imperfection, both someone else's and one's own (since everything external is a reflection of the internal), is extremely painful to the ear.
The more you surrender to this state, the easier it will pass, and the faster the realization of something important and new for you will come to you. Senselessness, apathy - they show us liberation from illusions, fantasies, old habits, from all the rubbish that lived in our heads and souls.
Let this trash come out.
Drink plenty of water. Do not gorge yourself thinking that you have a blues and you can afford tasty things. Don't feel sorry for yourself. Eliminate what is causing you to waste energy, and only leave what helps awareness.
Listen to intuitive prompts and act on them.
You should not act on the basis of “must!”, “You are obliged! "," Everyone out there is living a normal life, and you! ... ".
This is exactly what will kill awareness and drive you into a blues, or even worse - into depression or hovering between levels of consciousness.
Never give up the practice of meditation or purification. But listen to yourself - what exactly the SOUL requires.
Maybe she demands to open a Zen book, maybe she demands to sleep, be in silence, leave society in solitude and be silent, maybe just turn off the light and dance, maybe she demands to sit on a bench for hours, observing nature.
Be flexible to hear the right path for your Soul.
Don't panic about this condition. Do not think that you are lost. Watch him. Be in it.
And then you will be able to hear the real requests of the Soul, which, rising to the surface, signify the arrival of a new Spiritual Self without Self ...
*** The magician is not the one who turns lead into gold, or causes a storm,
A magician is one who can see the Souls hidden in the body and helps them blossom ***
