BPDRelatable

11/30/2025

Trying to heal in the same environment that kept me stuck in survival mode was like wondering why my flowers wouldn't bloom when they've were deprived of water i couldn't thrive when I was just trying to survive.

11/30/2025

11/30/2025

The thing is, I want friends, but I struggle to hold conversations. I overthink everything I say, and freeze while struggling to find the words to respond, and replay past conversations, convinced I sounded stupid. I’d be there in a second if you needed me, yet I can’t bring myself to reply to a text. I crave connection but feel safer in isolation. I feel alone, but being around people makes me feel unsafe. I’m terrified of conflict and neglect my own needs to avoid it. I want to know people, but being vulnerable is hard. How do you explain the ambivalence of that?

11/29/2025

full of empathy becausei know what it' slike to wake up every morning wishing you didn't

11/28/2025

11/28/2025

Self doubt & Bpd

11/28/2025

woah valid points here

11/28/2025

my biggest red flag is that no matter how you hurt me, l'll still always look for the kindness and goodness in you, always.

11/28/2025

I don't know who needs to hear this but, I hope you win the battle that you aren't telling anyone about. ♡